FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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It really always will be and no matter what I'd see it as better to not exist, the fact that life exists is such a terrible, horrific tragedy. I could never be delusional enough to wish to suffer in this meaningless existence for decades on end just to inevitably be tormented by old age.
I find it horrifying how a human is capable of suffering so much all while they are just slowly dying anyway, just the fact that a human is able to experience such extreme pain and agony is why the only relief lies in non-existence and is why existence disturbs me.
It's like a virus how humans continue to so harmfully procreate even know existence is nothing more than unnecessary, undesirable suffering, existence just creates problems there was never a need for and I see ceasing to exist as solving every one of them. In fact I see death as the solution to suffering, it's the way to find peace from this futile and hopeless existence that just creates pain and torment that there was never a need for at all.
Peaceful suicide methods like Nembutal really need to be accessible, it's disgusting and hellish how we cannot just have the option to easily die in peace even know we were so cruelly burdened with this existence. No matter what existence itself will always be the true problem and could never be a desirable state, all that's desirable to me is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where existence is no longer my problem and all will be forgotten about.
I find it horrifying how a human is capable of suffering so much all while they are just slowly dying anyway, just the fact that a human is able to experience such extreme pain and agony is why the only relief lies in non-existence and is why existence disturbs me.
It's like a virus how humans continue to so harmfully procreate even know existence is nothing more than unnecessary, undesirable suffering, existence just creates problems there was never a need for and I see ceasing to exist as solving every one of them. In fact I see death as the solution to suffering, it's the way to find peace from this futile and hopeless existence that just creates pain and torment that there was never a need for at all.
Peaceful suicide methods like Nembutal really need to be accessible, it's disgusting and hellish how we cannot just have the option to easily die in peace even know we were so cruelly burdened with this existence. No matter what existence itself will always be the true problem and could never be a desirable state, all that's desirable to me is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where existence is no longer my problem and all will be forgotten about.
