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AngelBritney

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Sep 14, 2025
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I want to CTB when it's dark outside (happens at around 6pm in my country now) so the chances of being caught will be low (police patrolling, passerby etc.).

(Can't do it at home because I don't wanna leave a mess behind for my partner, the neighbors mustn't know about this or else they would mock my partner)

My partner wants me to message him regularly when I am outside (walking or going to an event) when it's dark. Most of the time he wants to join me when I take a walk or go to an event.

I already chose a place but I need an excuse so my partner lets me go for 4-5 hours so he won't get suspicious.

I don't have friends and my partner is connected to the only family members I have left.

I had a look on the internet what is going on in the city but found nothing that justifies an excuse for being alone after 6pm out there for 4+ hours.

Please tell me your ideas, this helps me very much. Thanks!
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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How long do you typically go between messages? Do you message him every hour, etc?

If you don't message him, what will he do...start looking for you? Will he be able to find you?
 
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AngelBritney

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Sep 14, 2025
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How long do you typically go between messages? Do you message him every hour, etc?

If you don't message him, what will he do...start looking for you? Will he be able to find you?
It varies from 10 to 40 minutes.

If I am at an event (for like 1 hour) he doesn't expect me to answer every 10 minutes, so after 40 minutes he is alright with a text message.

He will start worrying if I won't text back. Calling me, then start searching and then calling the police (this really happened once and it was not a pleasant experience).

He won't be able to find me since I rarely send him my current GPS location.
 
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