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here_for_now

here_for_now

is this by design?
Jan 27, 2025
184
i have nothing to live for. no body that loves me, nothing to care about. i'm unwanted as fuck.

but i have everything i need to ctb well the whole plan just need to start saving to actually get the tools which shouldn't be long.
 
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pancakelover20

pancakelover20

Member
Jul 16, 2025
30
me too. i have nothing. i've given up on even attempting to express myself to anyone anymore . my life is pointless difficulty.

im sorry you're going through this. its so hard. wishing you peace.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
808
I also just want to leave this world, I want to be free of my body
I wish you luck, whatever you decide
 
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starinthesky

starinthesky

twinkling star
Aug 13, 2025
44
It will be okay. I hope you find your peace, gently
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,487
I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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