Venting everything still reminds me of her

[freakypossum]

a yoghurt in the store i used to buy her cus she liked it. cute animal videos as we used to watch together in bed. the blanket im under right now that we used to share. its been months and its only getting worse, I am not healing. I would go jump from my balcony right now but its not high enough. I wanted to end myself even when I was with her. this is unbearable

 

[cookiencream]

I know how you feel so hard. It's only been a little over a month for me, and I suspect he has a new girlfriend too. You wish you could just stop thinking about them, or you wish they'd come back so thinking about them wouldn't hurt

 

[Dejected 55]

I haven't broken up with anyone because I've never been in a relationship... but I feel the loss all the same. The loss of possibility when I meet someone I really like and get rejected or nothing happens. Everything reminds me of her. Even things that weren't things I otherwise would have associated with her... somehow still remind me of her or of her absence or if it is a new thing, it's a thing I wish I could go to her and say "hey, this new thing is cool!" But I can't.

 

[nowherelilies]

it's been 6 months and i'm still not over him too. i thought it would get better by now but lately, i've really been crashing out and resorting to drinking just so i can sleep at night. this is a new level of pain as it's finally settling in that he's never coming, he doesn't want me back, he doesn't want anything tk do with me anymore. it hurts the most when i see or experience something that i know they would like, but i can't tell them that anymore.

 

[k1m]

I've been through the same thing. It's the worst thing I've ever experienced. I didn't know anything could hurt like that. Especially if ur a quiet/shy person, these things hurt way more than they should.

 

[eggsausagerice]

i completely relate. living is unbearable when everything reminds me of him but the relationship is unsalvageable. i don't care if things get better because this keeps happening over and over again because of my attachment style. i don't want to meet anyone new because i think i'll just ruin things again until they hate me. i hate how i shared everything i did with him and now doing things feels so empty because he isn't around anymore. people tell me i always talk like the person died when they leave me. i imagine someone cutting ties with me as death. i'll never get to know anything about them every again. it's agonizing. i can't tell him that i miss him and i can't tell him that i hate him. i just want to stop thinking but i have no vices besides laying in bed.