D

dofogry

Member
Jun 6, 2023
32
I think this is the moment. Im listening to John Tavener's Eternity's Sunshine album, that has some beautiful and powerful funeral canticles. Its like heaven's soundtrack (if heaven existed).

Just waiting for my benzos kick in so i can feel more relaxed and do it.

I was thinking does anyone want me to livestream it? See what happens during the process?
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: Jealous Blackheart, Deathisbetter, Stormy Raine and 16 others
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,857
I hope you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Kerrtu, Praestat_Mori, Elle and 2 others
strawb12

strawb12

Student
Mar 26, 2023
184
Goodluck, & I woulden't be able to watch it rn but livestreaming it could be interesting.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and dofogry
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
Good luck, i wish i could come with you, but i cant. I wish you the best and i hope you find peace.

If you want, you can stream it… Many people would be curious about what happens. If you decide to stream it for whatever reason, where will it be?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and dofogry
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,499
I wish you a pleasant journey. May you find peace & freedom! Good luck!
 
  • Like
Reactions: Kerrtu, アホペンギン and dofogry
D

dofogry

Member
Jun 6, 2023
32
Good luck, i wish i could come with you, but i cant. I wish you the best and i hope you find peace.

If you want, you can stream it… Many people would be curious about what happens. If you decide to stream it for whatever reason, where will it be?
My instagram @ygor.jpg
Do you think they might stop the streaming? I dont think they are too quick to take the stream down before the 40 minutes needed for the ctb to happen.
Any other suggestions of website to do this?
 
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
My instagram @ygor.jpg
Do you think they might stop the streaming? I dont think they are too quick to take the stream down before the 40 minutes needed for the ctb to happen.
Any other suggestions of website to do this?
no, i don't know any other places. Unfortunately, i'm pretty sure that the stream will be taken down.
 
  • Like
Reactions: dofogry
Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
Hope you find peace, take care!
 
  • Like
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and dofogry
D

dofogry

Member
Jun 6, 2023
32
no, i don't know any other places. Unfortunately, i'm pretty sure that the stream will be taken down.
I will try it. Im still waiting for my benzos. I dont think im relaxed enough. Took double that i usually take and also a drug for prevent vomiting that also has a side effect that makes you sleepy.
 
  • Like
Reactions: アホペンギン and Praestat_Mori
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I hope your able to find peace, safe travels, I'll try to join ya soon
 
  • Like
Reactions: アホペンギン, Praestat_Mori and dofogry
D

dofogry

Member
Jun 6, 2023
32
Just doing some observations:
I put a tiny bit of SN in my mouth just to see how it tastes. It taste literally like salt we use at home.
Mixed with water, it became a little yellowish and it has absolutely no smell.
Crazy how something so simple has the power to kill me.
Reading one of my favourite poems, written by Fernando Pessoa.

English version:
 
Last edited:
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: FallenDown, lokabe82, quiet.rabbit and 9 others
B

Bluebunnysky

Member
Jan 15, 2023
70
Rest easy <3 I hope you had a smooth transition and are at peace
 
S

Sad Avocado

Those things I've never said
May 27, 2023
206
i'm sorry you have come to this decision, hope you wont suffer anymore
 
  • Love
Reactions: Eternal🌈Rainbow
Maeve

Maeve

The screaming never stops
Jul 17, 2023
127
Sad to see a nother Soul having to go.
I hope you had a smooth sailing to the other side and can finally have peace.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Eternal🌈Rainbow
U

UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,450
Good luck.

As for live streaming, it would certainly be closed before anything happens. SN is very slow and takes about 10 hours.
 
Kikoo

Kikoo

Sing me to sleep ♡
Jun 12, 2023
165
Good luck.

As for live streaming, it would certainly be closed before anything happens. SN is very slow and takes about 10 hours.
Where the fuck did you get this info from
 
  • Like
Reactions: Deathisbetter, Deleted member 65988, rotciv and 3 others
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
Good luck.

As for live streaming, it would certainly be closed before anything happens. SN is very slow and takes about 10 hours.
No, it doesn't take 10 hours. You're wrong. It takes at most an hour and its very quick and peaceful if done correctly.
 
  • Like
  • Informative
Reactions: dialogos, Deathisbetter and rotciv
T

The depresionator

Member
Aug 2, 2023
25
I checked the Instagram he posted and looks like he found peace.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: ookletsgoctb, アホペンギン and Departme
ookletsgoctb

ookletsgoctb

Member
Jul 19, 2023
13
Rest in peace Ygor.
 
  • Like
Reactions: The depresionator
U

UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,450
Where the fuck did you get this info from
SN is widely known to take 8 to 10 hours. Its not 1 hour or even close.

Stop giving out false information, it puts people at risk of discovery. It is also not painless and peaceful, it is a poison at the end of the day.
 
phersper

phersper

F*ck psychiatry
Jun 28, 2023
165
Safe travels <3
 
  • Like
Reactions: Deathisbetter

Similar threads

AnderDethsky
Replies
5
Views
235
Suicide Discussion
Electra
Electra
derpyderpins
Replies
16
Views
629
Politics & Philosophy
avoid
avoid
justcallmeJ
Replies
15
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
sevennn
Replies
1
Views
552
Suicide Discussion
WearyWanderer
WearyWanderer