leviant123
Left your fridge open somebody took a sandwich
- Jun 13, 2024
- 48
It's so hard to express my feelings completely because there's so much I'm realizing how much of a deep hole I have myself in. Each time there's a point where I could explain how i feel on here or when I talk to myself I lose the ability to explain it right. Yet the only way that actually soothes me is through saying it somewhere. It gives me another example as to how dumb I am. I really wish I wasn't. It's hard for me to speak to people as well, I tried to talk to people again out of hope that I had a chance to be not lonely and I stuttered the entire time; they gave me a weird look and talked over me (this happens often). There's so many things I wish I was better at. I feel like such a waste of space because of how much I don't add to anything. I want to keep going so bad but what's the point.
