everything goes wrong for me

[kunikuzushi]

fucking stupidest reason to want to die. but bring me the horizon announced they're rerecording my favorite album and i fucking didn't buy the pre order as soon as i saw it and now it's sold out.

it's the least of my worries compared to all the torture i go through every day. but it really makes me think every single thing goes wrong for me. i just wanted one small thing to ease my pain just a little. but instead I'm here feeling like a stupid idiot. I'm pathetic my whole life is a disaster and i just wanted one thing.

unrelated. now im just venting. but im so scared to get through the rest of today. my mind is torturing me and I'm stuck in here.

 

[Aflame5926]

fucking stupidest reason to want to die. but bring me the horizon announced they're rerecording my favorite album and i fucking didn't buy the pre order as soon as i saw it and now it's sold out.

it's the least of my worries compared to all the torture i go through every day. but it really makes me think every single thing goes wrong for me. i just wanted one small thing to ease my pain just a little. but instead I'm here feeling like a stupid idiot. I'm pathetic my whole life is a disaster and i just wanted one thing.

unrelated. now im just venting. but im so scared to get through the rest of today. my mind is torturing me and I'm stuck in here.

ngl its a stupid reason. dont make the bucket spill more water.

 

[kunikuzushi]

ngl its a stupid reason. dont make the bucket spill more water.

yeah it's stupid. but after being in so much pain every day my whole life and having nothing bring me joy ever, it hurts really bad realizing i can't bring myself anything good. but thank you, I'm trying.