Everything feels hopeless

[Kadaver]

I feel like actually ending it all. Everything feels so fucking pointless. Being an adult feels like a worthless experience and all I want to do is die

Apparently my therapist essentially talks shit about me to my friend behind my back so that feels amazing to know. I just feel like ending it is the right thing to do. I've made it farther than I ever thought I would. Maybe now it's time to let go. I just wish there was an quick and easy method but I don't know any

The only method I could think of is taking all my Klonopin and drinking a shit ton of alchohol. Would this work at all? I just feel so hopeless. It feels like the last bit of will to live I had has been snuffed out

 

[FuneralCry]

I also wish that it's straightforward to die, it's horrible to me how we cannot just have the option to easily cease existing in peace. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.