Discussion Everyone who wants to ctb, but can't due to various reasons, what do you do to cope?

[theendoftheroad]

What little things do you use to cope with wanting to die but being unable to? Personally I just work to fuel my alcoholism and smoking addiction. Although if I could be a neet again I 100% would

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never be able to cope with something so torturous and dreadful as existing and I find it torture to simply exist, no matter what I'll just always find it the most terrible, torturous burden to exist and to exist means to suffer.

It's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty and torture as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel yet humans do all they can to force and prolong the pain and suffering of existing no matter what by making it accessible to painlessly cease existing. I just always suffer so much from existing in this horrific, dreadful world, denying painless death is criminal to me, no matter what existence should never be imposed, I'll always see it as a mistake to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[thelostautistic]

I drink most days to cope with it. I know it's not healthy but I need to numb the pain

 

[Forever Sleep]

Lots and lots of distraction. Working with stuff on in the background to try and occupy my mind.

I also use passive ideation as a source of comfort. That this won't be forever. That there are things I can start winding down and relaxing about in life- if I have no future to worry about.

 

[Pvnie]

drugs pretty much and hope, but even if I had what I "wanted" in life it'd kinda be ruined with my worldview and I don't think it's truly what I desire. I cant ctb due to the fact that I'm a bit religious and that my family would be devastated and we're already having issues as it is. Although I'm beginning to care less and less as the days go by.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I just use self harm as my main coping mechanism, I have lack of options unfortunately. :/

 

[BrokenByTheSystem]

I play games.

I never did drugs, alcohol or anything.

The last thing I need is more problems so I avoid it.

I used to be addicted to sugar tho, which I see as worse as any other kind of drug, including alcohol. Took me a while to stop this addiction, I couldn't live a single day without chocolate.

It's not like if I care about my health, I don't, I just refuse to support these companies that profit on the weakest human instinct, such as addiction to drugs.

Obs.: I don't support games either, I play all pirated.