Venting Everyone wants me to keep fighting but I can't

[RandomFellowIdc]

I am tired
I don't have the energy to even try and fix things anymore
But every time i vent to a friend, they end up frustrated about the fact their attempts to help me aren't doing anything
I don't think they understand that i don't have the strength to fight anymore
I can barely get up in the morning and just exist, let alone work hard to improve my situation
I'd rather give up and just die, I want to admit defeat. I tried my absolute best, did everything i could, but i lost, it's ggs
But people won't let me and it's very exhausting. They think i'm being stubborn or selfish
Maybe that's true, but i dont think they understand that i just legitemately don't have the strength anymore to keep going

 

[LittleNelson]

I understand what you're going thru. You are NOT selfish. Depression steals your energy and ruins your mind so you literally can't do anything right. People who haven't gone thru it will never understand.

 

[MathConspiracy]

But hey…

…It's gonna get better!
…You have so much to live for!
…This too shall pass!
…Go take a walk in nature!
…Sleep it off!
…Be kind to yourself!

Yeah, fuck that. People tell me that I'm selfish too. I feel you 100%, getting better is just so much work. Sending love and peace <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also feel so tired of it all, all I personally hope for is to rest, I just want to never suffer ever again, it sounds like you've suffered a lot. But anyway I wish you the best.