Everybody gets forced into death anyway

[cait_sith]

It's insane how i get forced into death regardless on what i do, i just dont get to control when and how, i am forced to have my living time prolonged as long as possible, it doesnt matter how much i suffer. i am forced to have no control, regardless if i am suffering endlessly from desease and age (age is a desease). The only thing that matters to society is that the date of my death gets pushed into the future as long as possible and i will get incarcerated if i even verbalize the desire to have control. forced random death, forced slow demise, sick and disgusting and evil. i am so scared of desease disabeling me to chose, as i can only do so when i am able to move my body enpough to suicide but i also caqnt do it yet.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, it truly is the most horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what even know it all just leads to decay and death anyway, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing to escape from this torturous, futile existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured that to me is just waiting to die anyway.