february in alaska
wandering aimlessly
- Sep 13, 2023
- 465
People are SO quick to admit that it doesn't actually get better when they don't think they're discussing suicide
The amount of times I've heard, "enjoy your youth" or anything similar, as if that doesn't literally just mean "it's all downhill from here". That's why it's so easy to tell that they're lying when they immediately start spouting positivity and motivation and reasons to live when they know you're suicidal
Everyone knows life sucks. There are memes that are basically just "I want to die haha" that get hundreds of thousands if not millions of people just going "sameee". And I get that not everyone is actively suicidal, but hating your life and yourself is practically mainstream at this point. So we're allowed to laugh about how awful this world is and joke about how much we want to die, but the second we decide to actually do something about it, suddenly it came out of NOWHERE and everyone is so shocked
I swear to god this life is like a toxic relationship. The second you try to leave they drag you right back in and gaslight you into thinking it's all sunshine and rainbows
The amount of times I've heard, "enjoy your youth" or anything similar, as if that doesn't literally just mean "it's all downhill from here". That's why it's so easy to tell that they're lying when they immediately start spouting positivity and motivation and reasons to live when they know you're suicidal
Everyone knows life sucks. There are memes that are basically just "I want to die haha" that get hundreds of thousands if not millions of people just going "sameee". And I get that not everyone is actively suicidal, but hating your life and yourself is practically mainstream at this point. So we're allowed to laugh about how awful this world is and joke about how much we want to die, but the second we decide to actually do something about it, suddenly it came out of NOWHERE and everyone is so shocked
I swear to god this life is like a toxic relationship. The second you try to leave they drag you right back in and gaslight you into thinking it's all sunshine and rainbows