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VentingEvery minor inconvience
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Makes me want to die its not logical. Anyone else feel this way? Little things that shouldnt be a big deal like a dish breaking is the end of the world..
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Makes me want to die its not logical. Anyone else feel this way? Little things that shouldnt be a big deal like a dish breaking is the end of the world..
I spent two weeks wanting to end it because I thought that my peers in my grad program had already graduated, leaving me behind. Turns out none of them did. There's a technicality where you can still "graduate" without having to write your thesis. I feel fine now. Creative, driven. It just sucks because I was on a single course straight to ending my life. I can't stand emotional flip-flopping.
yeah you are not alone. but I had that issue my entire life. small things affect me TOO MUCH.
my mother say I'm "sensitive" and I'm like "yeah... but only to BAD stuff". If I were sensitive to good stuff it would be great... but I'm not. FUCK THIS.
and now... yeah. small things not only affect me but makes me want to die more and more.
specially benzo symptoms.... but those aren't small. they are there to remind me over and over again "you will never get better, your brain was destroyed... it was born weak"
So I'm actually waiting for the moment I can finally kill myself... because that would mean the destruction of this brain... and I REALLY WANT DO THAT. TO DESTROY THIS MIND.
when life gives you lemo---- FUCK YOU BITCH, I DON'T WANT YOU (life) LET ME DIE IN PEACE
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Yeah, I notice it, my brain or emotions are not stable. I feel delighted sometimes and depressed other times. So emotions aren't reliable for suicidals. I inherently want to commit suicide, whether I am happy or sad.
Also, I don't like to logicalize it because I believe the universe is irrational thus we should reintegration back to it.
yeah you are not alone. but I had that issue my entire life. small things affect me TOO MUCH.
my mother say I'm "sensitive" and I'm like "yeah... but only to BAD stuff". If I were sensitive to good stuff it would be great... but I'm not. FUCK THIS.
and now... yeah. small things not only affect me but makes me want to die more and more.
specially benzo symptoms.... but those aren't small. they are there to remind me over and over again "you will never get better, your brain was destroyed... it was born weak"
So I'm actually waiting for the moment I can finally kill myself... because that would mean the destruction of this brain... and I REALLY WANT DO THAT. TO DESTROY THIS MIND.
when life gives you lemo---- FUCK YOU BITCH, I DON'T WANT YOU (life) LET ME DIE IN PEACE
When you're already at the edge the small things become so much worse. You've already got your hands full dealing with everything else and anything on top of that is just aggrivating.
It's reasonable when you think of it that way, even though I have felt embarrassed over it before.
same, sometimes it affects me so bad that i must hurt myself physically to calm myself. other times i don't feel a thing even when something big happens.
Makes me want to die its not logical. Anyone else feel this way? Little things that shouldnt be a big deal like a dish breaking is the end of the world..
No, minor inconveniences don't bother me. What bothers me is waking up every morning reminded that my spouse left me. Nothing's better 7 months later. In fact worse. Now not even drinking is enjoyable. For ne a minor inconvenience is having to hop on a bus to go to useless therapy, because seeing people also reflames my severe social anxiety.
Makes me want to die its not logical. Anyone else feel this way? Little things that shouldnt be a big deal like a dish breaking is the end of the world..
Absolutely! The smallest thing going wrong can trigger a panic attack or something close. Misplacing things like my wallet or keys are biggies. And I'm always anticipating things going wrong.
Absolutely! The smallest thing going wrong can trigger a panic attack or something close. Misplacing things like my wallet or keys are biggies. And I'm always anticipating things going wrong.
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