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idiot_dad

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Sep 1, 2020
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I'm ready to get off this roller coaster forever, but I'm such a damn coward. I tried to hang myself and failed again. I wish I had a magic wand I could wave that could give me the courage to do what I know I need to do.

My kids are pretty much grown and don't need me, my wife is sick of my depression, I just need for this to be over with, but I can't muster up the courage.
 
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soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

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Jul 4, 2023
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Hanging takes a lot of guts. I have a noose set up in the woods but I chicken out every time I go. Currently saving up for a gun.
 
TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

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Aug 30, 2022
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I'm ready to get off this roller coaster forever, but I'm such a damn coward. I tried to hang myself and failed again. I wish I had a magic wand I could wave that could give me the courage to do what I know I need to do.

My kids are pretty much grown and don't need me, my wife is sick of my depression, I just need for this to be over with, but I can't muster up the courage.
I have a wife like that as well, they don't have any idea how hard depression is, as it's not like a broken leg or arm, they cant see it…..its the hardest thing ever to cope alone with IMO
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just find it so horrible how people have no choice but to resort to awful, risky and barbaric methods like hanging in the first place, it really shouldn't be so difficult to die, it's cruel how we cannot just leave this world in peace in a guaranteed way. I don't really believe that someone is cowardly if they struggle with a method like that as suicide is just so unnecessarily difficult.
 
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