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Mrs. T-800

schwarzenegger fangirl ♡t-800 from t2 is my love♡
Nov 25, 2025
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...then never doing anything about it. No, I have no set date. I have no set method. I don't want to die! – but I do. You know?

Maybe I just want a change in circumstance. Maybe I dare have hope. Maybe life is not all bad.

But then again, will that ever happen? Will it transform? ...probably no. But still I'm scared. I want to die, but I'm terrified. Plus, it's easier to just stay living, and taking the bad of it all as a form of self-hate and hurt. I'll just keep on keeping on.
 
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