SnowyWeather
New Member
- Feb 12, 2026
- 4
Nothing is going to change.
Each time I lie in bed thinking "today was a bad day, I hope tomorrow will be better", there's a part of me that knows it won't happen.
It's not just a "bad day" when I've been having a "bad day" every day, for a long time.
I'm not just going to spontaneously start feeling better, it has to come from action.
But every action I try, every step I take, every new hobby I try, every community I join don't change anything.
I wish I could get used to it. And bad days would become regular days, but I feel the weight of each one, chaining me down in dread.
Every day will keep being a bad day, until I ctb.
So I'm giving up, I'm not putting on a persona to make other people biew me better. They don't care about me, and acting is draining.
I'm so fucking tired
Each time I lie in bed thinking "today was a bad day, I hope tomorrow will be better", there's a part of me that knows it won't happen.
It's not just a "bad day" when I've been having a "bad day" every day, for a long time.
I'm not just going to spontaneously start feeling better, it has to come from action.
But every action I try, every step I take, every new hobby I try, every community I join don't change anything.
I wish I could get used to it. And bad days would become regular days, but I feel the weight of each one, chaining me down in dread.
Every day will keep being a bad day, until I ctb.
So I'm giving up, I'm not putting on a persona to make other people biew me better. They don't care about me, and acting is draining.
I'm so fucking tired
