Discussion Ever feel like the universe is just telling you it's had enough of you?

[Chisel]

Seems like I'm having this glaringly pointed out to me on a daily basis. In almost every waking action I have.
Slowly getting to the realisation that I'm just unwanted and unliked by everyone.
Thing is I didn't choose this.
I don't want to be this way, I just am.
I try to be better and more like other people.
And I can for a while, when I'm focusing on it, but thats only temporary and I cannot sustain that forever eventually you loose focus and revert back to same old same old.
Don't really want to CTB I wish somehow there was a magic wand and I could magic myself to be better and like others but I'm not. Im me and I end up in the same old traps being unwanted and disliked.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Pretty sure it's been telling me since I was a kid, I just didn't realize it until I was a adult.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I know I've had enough of the universe. I have been pushed down for so long I don't wanna get up anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I just know that I am not meant for this world. It feels wrong being alive. I have had enough of life. I certainly want to die though, and I know that nothing would ever make me want to live. I just want to sleep forever.

 

[GreenTree]

It's a cruel universe. Good people suffering unbearably despite trying to make the world a better place. I feel everyone's pain on this forum.

 

[addressunknown]

The universe and shit i do not know but i'm sure that my life sucks

 

[Hurt]

I'm feeling that my life is giving me signs to kms. Everytime I try to grt better something bad happens and I'm done with that.

 

[Beeper]

Rebuild & Destroy

There is a pattern in my life that keeps repeating itself. Every time I get to a point where my life is going well, bam! Manic episode strikes and everything gets destroyed. It's like a big F@#%YOU from the universe. The subsequent depressive episode fuels the desire to CTB.

Rinse & Repeat

 

[Starryeyes]

Wish the universe would just off me naturally seeing as it keeps showing me it hates me

 

[Seafoam]

It's definitely been sending me mixed signals lately.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

It's definitely been sending me mixed signals lately.

The universe is bipolar?

 

[Snake of Eden]

I felt it wants me to die for awhile. Now it went silent somewhat and I am not so sure what to make of it

 

[Seafoam]

The universe is bipolar?

Lol I definitely am so maybe it's reflecting back at me.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Lol I definitely am so maybe it's reflecting back at me.

Touchè!

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

I know I've had enough of the universe. I have been pushed down for so long I don't wanna get up anymore.

Same here. I'm old and tired now, and don't have the energy or desire to get up anymore either or try anymore. The universe continuing to kick and pummel me when I've already been down on the ground bloody and destroyed for over two decades is just pure cruel sadism at this point.

 

[Bone]

Rebuild & Destroy

There is a pattern in my life that keeps repeating itself. Every time I get to a point where my life is going well, bam! Manic episode strikes and everything gets destroyed. It's like a big F@#%YOU from the universe. The subsequent depressive episode fuels the desire to CTB.

Rinse & Repeat

literally exact same.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

the universe has been giving me strong signals since 14 lol that I am unwanted and undesirable. I hate everything now. It's unfortunate. I should have listened when my cursed genes expressed themselves. I had no guidance on how to play this hand. I'm defeated and tired. I tried the best I could

 

[avoid_slow_death]

the universe has been giving me strong signals since 14 lol that I am unwanted and undesirable. I hate everything now. It's unfortunate. I should have listened when my cursed genes expressed themselves. I had no guidance on how to play this hand. I'm defeated and tired. I tried the best I could

 

[Darkover]

i think it's us that have enough of the shity universe because we are very stupid when compared to the complexity of life. we are very limited intellectually we lack skills, usually people specializes in just one subject, we're extremely underpowered here, we can't even comprehend the most basic of things like how computers work, or how a ant works, we've got along way to go before super intelligent machine arrive like 50 years.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

yes but the feeling is mutual.

 

[Kennish]

I never got a chance. Genetics have ruined it for me. I would like to get another chance with better genetics please. Reboot.

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

I do feel this way. I feel like the Universe wants to push me to my very limits until I have no choice but to CBT. There are just too many strange coincidences, and this does make me afraid that my CBT could lead to a worse hell or increased suffering for me somehow. But everything somehow feels rigged. And I feel like I'm being "called" to CBT. And I hate it. I hate that I'm being left with no choice but to give in. I hate that I'm playing a losing game. And I hate that this all had to happen to me. I feel like a criminal even though I've done nothing wrong because it's as if the Universe planned this out meticulously to make me suffer and laugh in the face of my biggest fears and misery. Even though I didn't choose to be born, living must be my crime. And now I have to pay the fine by my own hands. This is madness. This is torture. This is entirely unfair.

 

[WilNord]

Off-topic but why do people say "universe" too much, the universe is just a location where all galaxies reside in, it isnt special or anything. There's already a word for something all knowing and powerful and it's called God, too many people say "the universe really hates me today" or "the universe is giving me a sign" when they should say GOD is doing it
If you want to rent an apartment do you talk to the Landlord or the literal room itself?

Edit: It doesnt have to be the God in the abrahamic faiths but a God nevertheless

 

[Snake of Eden]

Off-topic but why do people say "universe" too much, the universe is just a location where all galaxies reside in, it isnt special or anything. There's already a word for something all knowing and powerful and it's called God, too many people say "the universe really hates me today" or "the universe is giving me a sign" when they should say GOD is doing it
If you want to rent an apartment do you talk to the Landlord or the literal room itself?

Edit: It doesnt have to be the God in the abrahamic faiths but a God nevertheless

It is unfashionable to use the word god. People actually feel intimidated they are not going to be taken seriously if they used the world god instead of the universe. It implies that they are Christians, jews or worse muslims. Everyone today shits on religions these days. Everyone thinks religions and believing in such a thing as God is outdated and even considering that as a possibility makes you a religious zealot. People are really scared for displaying a little bit of belief in an entity that created the universe because then it makes you look silly for believing in a sky daddy or meatballs spaghetti flying monster

 

[WilNord]

It is unfashionable to use the word god. People actually feel intimidated they are not going to be taken seriously if they used the world god instead of the universe. It implies that they are Christians, jews or worse muslims. Everyone today shits on religions these days. Everyone thinks religions and believing in such a thing as God is outdated and even considering that as a possibility makes you a religious zealot. People are really scared for displaying a little bit of belief in an entity that created the universe because then it makes you look silly for believing in a sky daddy or meatballs spaghetti flying monster

God doesn't have to be the abrahamic one, like I said before. Perhaps there's A God but he/it isn't THE God we know off, perhaps it made the universe and everything else came naturally without his interference. A thinking, aware thing being in control of everyone's life is more believable and far less silly than an area/place being in control. God is the maker, the universe is a project

 

[Kennish]

I think I believe the universe never was for me. I don't even know why I was born in the first place. I don't get it.

Seeing it from a filosofical view it makes no sense for me.

Why being born if you just suffer? What's the point? Is there a gift at the end? When the people who suffer die, will they be granted a greater gift and forever grace?

 

[Snake of Eden]

God doesn't have to be the abrahamic one, like I said before. Perhaps there's A God but he/it isn't THE God we know off, perhaps it made the universe and everything else came naturally without his interference. A thinking, aware thing being in control of everyone's life is more believable and far less silly than an area/place being in control. God is the maker, the universe is a project

I know but in people's mind especially in the west, god equates with Abrahamic god. It is the first thing that will pop to mind when the word is said and with that comes all the baggage that came from Abrahamic religions and their problems. You really will have to try hard to separate the two. I mean the Abrahamic god from just god. People subconsciously know it is that way and this is why the avoid using the word god at all costs and instead use words like the universe