Even though *NOW*, todaaay, my SN arrived, I'm scared as f**k

[Efilismislife]

"SN also eventually make you unconscious but after dying of pain. " and I have to do it...

BB and benzo might help and barbiturate

but i understand what u feel. But im also feel helpless and lost. but i really have no choice/solution and im struggling

Dont know if you have any other choice..
just can say be sure to really have a certainty which path you really wanna choose/choose for the best
and wish you luck

 

[Freakazette]

BB and benzo might help and barbiturate

but i understand what u feel. But im also feel helpless and lost. but i really have no choice/solution and im struggling

Dont know if you have any other choice..
just can say be sure to really have a certainty which path you really wanna choose/choose for the best
and wish you luck

Maybe, just maybe, if you're already in pain and sick, that pain that comes with dying - won't matter anymore?! I'm actually more concerned if the SN is going to be absorbed properly...in order to do its "job". ( if i'm weak already ). Actually dreamt of dying much faster...