My euthanasia request was granted a few weeks ago and meow I'm waiting for the appointment with the doctor whom will actually put me to sleep and sdminister the barbituates to stop my heart.
I hope I can endure the next few weeks/months and then fight my survival instinct to leave this world and all my problems far behind.
Regardless, holistically I am still extremely grateful I was given this life. May everyone here find peace either in this world or the next