Hey, I've been on and off addicted to benzos for the past year, I've stopped at times and even been put on a tapering schedule but ultimately i jusy want to get fucked on them and not have to deal with real life. Just wondering if anyone can relate ti have mh issues primarily a personality disorder such as eupd/bod and misuses substances to cope? Because inhonestly feel like killing myself to bad and the benzos and weed seem to be the only thing keeping me going.
The issue is now that my tolerance is so high that no amount I've taken seems to have any effect, or atleast not an sedative effect, and I'm still anxious all the time. For example I took 98mg of diazepam yesterday and it for real did nothing to me, I have clonzepam now as its stronger but I really don't feel like it will have an effect still and I'm fustrated massively over it. I ever didn't take any benzos at all for over 2 weeks and before than was only on 9mg of diazepam a day (tapering shedule) but I stopped taking them
Also adding a poll because I'd like to see how many are in a similar boat. Vote for the average amount of benzos (in a single setting) it takes you to feel a sedative or knockout effect. Sorry its long nut thanks in advance!
The issue is now that my tolerance is so high that no amount I've taken seems to have any effect, or atleast not an sedative effect, and I'm still anxious all the time. For example I took 98mg of diazepam yesterday and it for real did nothing to me, I have clonzepam now as its stronger but I really don't feel like it will have an effect still and I'm fustrated massively over it. I ever didn't take any benzos at all for over 2 weeks and before than was only on 9mg of diazepam a day (tapering shedule) but I stopped taking them
Also adding a poll because I'd like to see how many are in a similar boat. Vote for the average amount of benzos (in a single setting) it takes you to feel a sedative or knockout effect. Sorry its long nut thanks in advance!
