So yeah, i think im gonna kill myself soon i just cant take it anymore, too much going on in my life, i was getting better some month ago, i was so proud of myself for finally getting better but i wasnt, so yeah i kinda need painless way to die and not too graphic, i still live with my parent and i love them to death, i don't want to hurt them but i want to go so bad.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,945
It's really understandable not wishing to suffer anymore in this existence, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
MatrixPrisoner
Enlightened
- Jul 8, 2023
- 1,632
The random spurts of optimism make it even worse. It's like a momentary tease of happiness or relief before suicidality sets back in to prevent permanent numbness. Just to make the toture even worse.
