Empty and drunk

[Greyhawk]

I have been away for some while. I don't know if there is already a thread for this but I feel so fucking empty. I just wanna die or feel something. But I also don't want to die becaues of my family :/. Where did you guys get drugs to overcome this? I know it's probably a stupid question and everyone will ignore me...

 

[Michelstaedter]

If you're referring to drugs, I often get things at the pharmacy, over the counter, although some may make you feel good, others don't, depending on your body. If you're referring to "hard" ones, I have no easy way to get them and I don't like them, because something bad might happen to me (ironic). Well, I don't like alcohol at all anymore. It gives me hangovers, stomach problems, and makes me more anxious, sometimes more depressed, and makes me feel horrible.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I doubt that drugs will solve this specific issue you have. Drugs (and often medicines) are never a solution to problems causing MH problems.

The root is somewhere else and unless you find it and "kill" it there won't a solution other than coping.

 

[Greyhawk]

I doubt that drugs will solve this specific issue you have. Drugs (and often medicines) are never a solution to problems causing MH problems.

The root is somewhere else and unless you find it and "kill" it there won't a solution other than coping.

Yeah, I relapsed to alcohol after being sober for a few months when I posted this. I agree that fixing the root causes is much more important.

 

[SVEN]

Nothing helpful to suggest, sorry, just didn't like the thought of you feeling you were being ignored. Good wishes.

 

[bankai]

If you're referring to drugs, I often get things at the pharmacy, over the counter, although some may make you feel good, others don't, depending on your body. If you're referring to "hard" ones, I have no easy way to get them and I don't like them, because something bad might happen to me (ironic). Well, I don't like alcohol at all anymore. It gives me hangovers, stomach problems, and makes me more anxious, sometimes more depressed, and makes me feel horrible.

I just hate the bloody taste so much. If only alcohol would taste like cake, that would be fantastic.