22yearsbroken
Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
- Feb 15, 2025
- 419
Ive been here for not long but for a while...
And the last couple of hours has been intresting..
And to be homeat the most open ive seen this place through the messages ive recieved .. we all are are here for a reason ( well some) but maybe we start to be open.. after im here for my reasons being terminally ill and making sure i go my way when the time is right ...and i have no idea when that will or could be ..( probably when i have to pay for someone to wipe my arse) ..
But the time ive been on here ive foumd comfort and support ..some laughs and some fun ..i do know why this plqce is here.. and i get that and undetstand.. we all have shit and unfortunately it really fucking sucks for some of us for mqny many different reasons..some i would not wish on my worst enemy.. i was ready to go a few months back but i found you guys.
im no pro lifer tool.. it will and always be your life your choice ...but what i think im trying to get at is ..instead off always asking how to tie a knot or what rope or what gas.. maybe just say hi to someone... have a chat..cos if its ment to be its ment to be . But yeah some time ...
It is what it is..
And info is good
Ita a bit of a ramble but hope it made some form of sense
And the last couple of hours has been intresting..
And to be homeat the most open ive seen this place through the messages ive recieved .. we all are are here for a reason ( well some) but maybe we start to be open.. after im here for my reasons being terminally ill and making sure i go my way when the time is right ...and i have no idea when that will or could be ..( probably when i have to pay for someone to wipe my arse) ..
But the time ive been on here ive foumd comfort and support ..some laughs and some fun ..i do know why this plqce is here.. and i get that and undetstand.. we all have shit and unfortunately it really fucking sucks for some of us for mqny many different reasons..some i would not wish on my worst enemy.. i was ready to go a few months back but i found you guys.
im no pro lifer tool.. it will and always be your life your choice ...but what i think im trying to get at is ..instead off always asking how to tie a knot or what rope or what gas.. maybe just say hi to someone... have a chat..cos if its ment to be its ment to be . But yeah some time ...It is what it is..
And info is good
Ita a bit of a ramble but hope it made some form of sense
