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sillypuppygirl

sillypuppygirl

Member
Nov 26, 2024
22
My therapist is going to try emdr therapy with me in the next few weeks. I have seen very mixed reviews. Some people have said that it has helped them feel a lot better, while I've seen others say that the therapy itself has made them suicidal.

To be honest, I don't really care which of the two sides of the coin i get. If i heal and live a happy life, well thats great. If I become more suicidal than i already am then maybe it'll give me the push i need to ctb. i don't care either way.

[I'm just now realising that maybe this would fit better in the recovery section- but i also didn't want to be too dark there with the "i don't care if i live or die" crap]
 
iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
284
commenting here so i can go back to it since im thinking of doing emdr too.

ALSO I HAVE TO SAY: i love star catcher so much your pfp is peak
 
sillypuppygirl

sillypuppygirl

Member
Nov 26, 2024
22
commenting here so i can go back to it since im thinking of doing emdr too.

ALSO I HAVE TO SAY: i love star catcher so much your pfp is peak
AWW hehe thank you!! she is a cutie, g3 my little pony is soooo nostalgic đź’•
 
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shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminal
Aug 10, 2025
285
no, did nothing for me. it just didn't work.
 
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RosebyAnyName

RosebyAnyName

Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
Nov 9, 2023
431
I started emdr recently and I'm finding it helpful, so far it's been very good at reducing my stress response to triggers. Honestly though I don't think it's helpful for much else. Emdr is only good for specific use cases.
 
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