Effects of benzodiazepines

[Hope:-)]

I've never really taken benzodiazepines before. What are the effects when it comes to not caring about stuff? I'm really hoping they will help me not care about taking the sn. Basically I want something that makes me think 'oh well whatever' before I drink it. People who've used benzodiazepines before- do they have this kind of effect? I saw one person in the SN successes thread saying they have this kind of effect but what about in general?

 

[Cryptonite]

It is a very good supplement. Still, you have to do most of the work internally and no drug will ever help with that. But, talking from my own experience, I was rather skeptical about it at first and then surprised how they actually made me care less. I was afraid to hold SN bottle in my hand, and then, under influence of benzos, I had almost zero problem holding it for a long time, touching it from all sides and moving it all around the room. I'll be opening the bottle + preparing a "trial" drink in the upcoming days, on benzos, and I will refer about the experience. So far I'm very hopeful. My recommendation is to stick preferrably to a higher dosage, the one that will have a strong effect, yet it won't make you sleep.

 

[hamvil]

I used many of them across the years and they do work fine on me. It really depends on dosage of course. The xanax with low release is good because it works for a longer time. I was given it in big dosages and I sort of felt like a piece of furniture if you get my meaning, very passing, no anxiety at all, quite a good feeling. You can get in droops and pills version. I guess that in good amounts you get the feeling you are looking for. For me they are really like magic pills considering how well they work on my body.

 

[cfcfcfcf]

Can I take smaller doses of benzos leading up to SN, during the fasting time?

 

[ManicPanic2018]

For clonazepam 2mg that I've been taking (Which I believe are the same as you sourced):

It feels like being very slightly drunk without any of the nasty sickly feeling effects. Your responses may feel a bit slow, e.g I find myself bumping into / tripping over stuff a bit more, wobbling when I get up, etc, only if I double up doses though mainly.

I've been on it for about 2 days now. I feel very carefree. I know my death is coming soon and I welcome it. Mixing it with weed has been fun, it takes the edge off even more. Its helped me sleep a lot better too. I plan on taking a tablet the days running up to when I go, and an extra just before I take my SN.

 

[Callie Arcale]

Highly addictive. Not recommended for long time use.

They calm me down and make me sleepy. As soon as the effects wear off I get anxiety.

I only take 2 mg Diazepam a few times a year in extreme situations, such as going for an MRI.

 

[hamvil]

Highly addictive. Not recommended for long time use.

They calm me down and make me sleepy. As soon as the effects wear off I get anxiety.

I only take 2 mg Diazepam a few times a years in extreme situations, such as going for an MRI.

yep that is true they are highly addictive.

 

[AliceTheGoon]

I took lorazepam for sleep for a few months in low dose and very sparingly to avoid addiction...benzo withdrawal is no joke. So I took 1mg every two or three nights and it was calming. I'll have to overcome some degree of SI to start a larger dose in preparation for ctb because it can be a point of no return as far as making my current situation worse. There was another member here who had an even more severe version of my condition and still his biggest complaint before he CTB'd was his benzo addiction.

 

[Hope:-)]

I took lorazepam for sleep for a few months in low dose and very sparingly to avoid addiction...benzo withdrawal is no joke. So I took 1mg every two or three nights and it was calming. I'll have to overcome some degree of SI to start a larger dose in preparation for ctb because it can be a point of no return as far as making my current situation worse. There was another member here who had an even more severe version of my condition and still his biggest complaint before he CTB'd was his benzo addiction.

Meds side effects and withdrawals have been the biggest problem in my life so I know where you're coming from. It's why I'm here.

I can't help but think that people fall asleep when under the influence of benzos before ctb because of fear. I find it very hard to believe that someone is genuinely going to ctb and then falls asleep right before!

Btw slight tangent here but does anyone know if you can drink alcohol the day before ctb via SN. It would be nice; plus I'm more 'hey whatever' when hungover...

 

[ManicPanic2018]

I love this community. A bunch of us here because we want to fucking kill ourselves, using this drug to help, and people still spend the time to talk about addictiveness and potential negatives long term.

Doubt there's a chance in hell I'll be around long enough to see any potential negative side effects, but you guys really are the kindest, no sarcasm intended <3

 

[Cryptonite]

I love this community. A bunch of us here because we want to fucking kill ourselves, using this drug to help, and people still spend the time to talk about addictiveness and potential negatives long term.

Doubt there's a chance in hell I'll be around long enough to see any potential negative side effects, but you guys really are the kindest, no sarcasm intended <3

Haha, you stole my words

There is really zero danger of addiction or any negative side effects if you take benzos for just a couple of times for testing and CTB purposes

I've been testing benzos for a month now (in order to determine the right dosage for SN), making a break every three or four days in between, and I feel no adverse effects at all

 

[Cryptonite]

It is a very good supplement. Still, you have to do most of the work internally and no drug will ever help with that. But, talking from my own experience, I was rather skeptical about it at first and then surprised how they actually made me care less. I was afraid to hold SN bottle in my hand, and then, under influence of benzos, I had almost zero problem holding it for a long time, touching it from all sides and moving it all around the room. I'll be opening the bottle + preparing a "trial" drink in the upcoming days, on benzos, and I will refer about the experience. So far I'm very hopeful. My recommendation is to stick preferrably to a higher dosage, the one that will have a strong effect, yet it won't make you sleep.

So here's my promised experience:

Today, I took 4mg of Xanax at once (= 60mg diazepam) for the first time (my starting dose was 0.5mg) and still very good, despite a little bit of uncoordinated movement which made me spill a few drops of SN drink on my leg (which I immediately cleaned). But it was probably more because of the lack of thorough preparation and experience, it was my first time preparing the SN drink. All in all, good experience with such a high dose.

Edit: I felt asleep like an hour after that, slept longer than usual and was somehow hyped up in the morning. Still, no major troubles.