Each day is a massive struggle

[nosoul]

Got some drug induced sleep, I need to end it, each day gets worse for me. I tried to eat well yesterday. Got some sleep from trazadone, klonopin, I want a way out, may seem rushed but life has lost all meaning. Physically wasting away. I feel bed ridden but need to walk dogs. Like I gave myself a death sentence. My method is not together and I need it to work. Pls help me end it soon:(

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really awful, I hope that you find the freedom that you search for as none of us should have to suffer endlessly against our wishes. This world undeniably is so hellish and I hate how we cannot easily just pass away in peace.

 

[nosoul]

Based on my damage I could just lay in bed but can't turn off brain, and zero appetite even though been not eating well for weeks. It's amazing the brain can dobthis and life circumstances are awful