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Like I was nothing at all
Jul 27, 2024
236
That's all I've ever really wanted. Having to die by myself sucks. I'd really like my last moments to be spent in love instead of fear or loneliness, its like it would be a guarantee that my love could stretch on into eternity and everything would be alright. Instead, I will die holding a stupid plush shark and pretending it's the girl who left me.
 
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ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ignore everything until the final collapse
Aug 22, 2026
69
i wouldnt mind a bus buddy
 
letsnotmakeittoo22

letsnotmakeittoo22

I Have No Long Term Plans For This Body
Nov 24, 2024
80
I ageee. Not even just cuddling. Just someone I guess.

But the idea of dying alone in a forest is also quite romantic to me. Ophelia style lol.

My last attempt was in a forest. Other than the mosquitos, it was quiet beautiful
 
sifp

sifp

Student
Aug 19, 2026
119
Huh. I feel suicide is scary with a partner or not. You're literally shutting your consciousness off for eternity.
 
sifp

sifp

Student
Aug 19, 2026
119
Depends on the method. The absence of consciousness frightens me. Even when I'm suicidal. Not as much as a failed attempt that damages me though.
 
NickyKymJelly

NickyKymJelly

Member
Jul 1, 2026
34
Same. Dying next to a lover sounds peaceful. Unless you're setting yourself on fire or something.
 

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