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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
Hello everyone,
A very cliche phrase is that "no one dies for love."
I hate this phrase because it invalidates to do CTB for broken hearts, which is totally unacceptable.
I feel bad. The ideal woman for me is no longer here... my damn crises

Is anyone else struggling with this?
 
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tonicer

tonicer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2025
228
You had the ideal woman for a time i take it? At least you have happy memories. In my 40+ years that i exist i never had a girlfriend. I don't even know what it feels to be hugged by someone else than my parents. Maybe i am better off for it? Can't miss what i never had, i guess.
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,827
@tonicer I found my first real love in my 40s.
OP, I can relate to wanting to die because of love.
 
Charmander07

Charmander07

Student
Feb 6, 2026
111
Hello everyone,
A very cliche phrase is that "no one dies for love."
I hate this phrase because it invalidates to do CTB for broken hearts, which is totally unacceptable.
I feel bad. The ideal woman for me is no longer here... my damn crises

Is anyone else struggling with this?
I used to feel like I wanted to die for her but now I want to cause of what she's putting me thru. I wanted to move on from her, but she's doing so much to me rn over smth so small and it's genuinely ruined my life.

I hope you can be at peace soon, hopefully you find someone else who gives you that same love
 
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peewee

Specialist
Oct 16, 2025
351
tbh this is very much most of my reason. i know to most its silly, but i know this person is the only one for me, and i miss them so much i cant take it. i would never be happy with anyone else. theres alot of other reasons, but, i dont think its a stupid reason. i just want the pain to stop.
 

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