Dying by getting a disease on purpose.

[kygojo]

So, my dumb question is, do you guys think there is a way to get a disease or just kill your body slowly so it looks like you didnt really kill yourself. I am ready to try anything, cause i really would not like for others to think i killed myself on purpose. Maybe consuming some food in huge quantities, or consuming something in low quantities for a couple of months. Maybe a way to attack your heart or some other vital organs. It doesnt have to be fast. Or it can, even better if it can. Exposing myself to something toxic, breathing something in, everything is fine for me as long as it looks like i didnt do it on purpose. I know our body is really resistant, so i am aware it is not an easy thing to do.

 

[MatiSendiri]

One thing you forgot to mention is how much people around you want to keep you alive by any means necessary. I don't recommend getting a slow-moving disease on purpose, since you also might regret it in the future and left with debilitating conditions.

The method of ingesting something toxic while making like you didn't do it on purpose seems interesting, though...

 

[whybother2002]

You don't deserve this torture.

 

[gomer1978]

You're clearly very young as this is a nonsense question. Go create the life you want to live.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

You definitely do NOT want a lung disease, or any form of lung problems, because the feeling of wanting a deep breath would be agonizing, sudden cardiac arrest is the most painless and actually peaceful natural death, because most people might think you would get intense pain in your chest when you get cardiac arrest or most likely by heart attack, but in reality, you just stay conscious for 5-10 seconds or less without feeling any pain and after 5-10 seconds, you pass out, you'll just be severely lightheaded and dizzy until you pass out, because it's ability to contract and pump blood is not working, not only is oxygenated blood unable to reach the brain, but also the nutrients such as magnesium, potassium and everything other nutrient and electrolytes and etc cannot reach your brain in the blood. The 2 internal carotid arteries and 2 external carotid arteries and 2 vertebral arteries and 3 spinal arteries, all supplying the brain of blood, all do not have blood flowing through them anymore because the heart doesn't pump blood through them anymore. Cardiac arrest and sudden cardiac arrest and heart failure and heart attack are 4 completely different things.

 

[LastNite]

It's just pain for days on end. Not worth it.

 

[rainatthetraintrack]

whenever i get sick what i always think about is if i could die from it
it's often the first thought that comes to my mind

 

[instormdrains]

This is a horrifically agonizing way to go out and will almost definitely fail. It seems like youre okay with staying around for a while considering this would take more then a year to really work. Try to keep fighting

 

[bananaolympus]

Well is gonna be agonizing malaria or ebola comes to mind but depends on where you live, even in development countries those diseases are not easy to get, on a side note many years ago a male pornstar died after getting bit by a rattlesnake and refused to get treatment so maybe a highly venomous animal should do the trick, if you don't mind to agonize should be quicker i guess

 

[nullsoul]

So, my dumb question is, do you guys think there is a way to get a disease or just kill your body slowly so it looks like you didnt really kill yourself. I am ready to try anything, cause i really would not like for others to think i killed myself on purpose. Maybe consuming some food in huge quantities, or consuming something in low quantities for a couple of months. Maybe a way to attack your heart or some other vital organs. It doesnt have to be fast. Or it can, even better if it can. Exposing myself to something toxic, breathing something in, everything is fine for me as long as it looks like i didnt do it on purpose. I know our body is really resistant, so i am aware it is not an easy thing to do.

I'm thinking the same as you.
I want to leave like it's not suicide because it causes liver cancer.
I'm preparing now, but it takes a lot of time for me to go on a trip

 

[58Alice85]

This sounds slow and convoluted unless you have access to something like ebola or something.
It takes decades for smokers to get lung cancer or copd, some of them never develop issues at all.
Aids and other std's also take a very long time to kill, with modern antibiotics and antivirals they just shorten your lifespan a little bit.
I'm sorry what you are asking isn't very realistic :(

 

[housesparrow]

if its about your family and friends and how you dont want to hurt them by killing yourself then i do think dying a slow way will be much harder on them. but if youre ok with sticking around for a while anyways then maybe try to get better.

 

[Forveleth]

There are smokers that live decades while constantly coughing and unable to breathe, chronic diseases take years to kill and leave you in constant, horrible pain. Unless you get something like a rare, aggressive cancer or can hold a chunk of uranium, any natural condition is going to leave you alive (and suffering) for a long time. Trying to contract a deadly disease just makes your overall life worse and not that much shorter.