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YouLookSoCool

YouLookSoCool

Member
Aug 7, 2023
20
Work… not a totally break down yet, but I can just feel it coming. It's been a slow build up for the last few weeks and it's going to come to the breaking point very very soon. Maybe I just need to reach it now, breakdown, cry and pick my sorry ass off the floor and just get in with it.
 
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Ilovemycats

Ilovemycats

I feel like trash
Sep 26, 2025
51
I had a full blown breakdown once because my girlfriend asked me if we could hang out more often ( T∀T)
 
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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
Jan 7, 2026
145
I was on my period and dropped my fork in the kitchen while making my food. I burst into tears lol
 
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jonoldak

jonoldak

The uncertainty itself is within me!
Dec 18, 2025
39
When I was a child, I cried a lot because of a stool, seriously. There was a family disagreement, and it quickly turned into a serious conflict with physical violence. And in the process, someone threw a stool hard, which was a big shock to me as a child. It was as if the stool was in agony from being thrown so hard, like a living creature. I broke down crying and ran to the stool to hug it. It was a strong sympathy for an inanimate object...
 
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NameOfAction

NameOfAction

Do as I say, not as I do
Feb 12, 2026
87
Broke down in genuine distress over the fact that fanfiction is mostly porn. I don't enjoy porn. I love literature and familiar comfort charcters in new stories. Cry just about every time a good story descends into thoughtless and sudden porn halfway through...

You'd think I should know by now not to read fanfiction. Alas

Oh, and last week I had some kind of an episode and had to hide from the concept of Kitchen. It loomed over me and I couldn't get away as I live in a studio appt. Eventually crawled between the wall and dresser, face down untill ~the concept of the kitchen~ left me some hours later. I felt like it watched me untill I hid myself sufficiently in a crawlspace
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
908
Yes. Sorry that i'm sensitive? And it wasn't just spilled milk. It was wasted milk and frustration over something that could've easily been avoided if the lid had been sealed properly.
I laughed hysterically at the comment that led to this.
But - I also can be sensitive and hate not knowing if this was later on explained to you.
"Crying over spilled milk " is an expression at least here in the US. Means no use worrying over things that have already happened.

Hope I'm not overstepping my boundaries on this. I just saw both sides so clearly.
 
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a4001

a4001

Waste of Skin
Oct 26, 2025
43
Sometimes I just sob when I die in helldivers
 
thermosgrenadine

thermosgrenadine

terror always ricochets
Feb 6, 2026
12
ive broken down about a lotttt of dumb shit. the most recent embarrassing thing was seeing my ex actively using her twitter account, i guess because it made me realize she's still out there living her life? genuinely made me want to self harm. it's not like i've stopped posting on any of my social medias either
 
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Éternel

Éternel

Member
Mar 27, 2025
8
My mother lost one of my phone support, and i totally crashed out, my room was almost totally destroyed. (a lot of anger issues yas)

edit: i did not yell at her, when i'm mad against someone i just throw things around my room and try to make the less noise possible (because then my parents will just yell at me for hours and hours)
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Mage
Dec 24, 2025
565
shaving my legs. oh it used to make me go mad. that was probably the beginning of me realizing how tired i am of life and all the stupid useless little things we do to conform.
 
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seeweed

seeweed

Member
Feb 2, 2026
31
I was hungry but i was hanging my clothes. Was getting frustrated because there werent any hangers anymore and i was struggling to find some so i broke down
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,150
Ive broken down many times I tried not to.

Projects that were to much to bear.

One times I broke a glass stove. Had a full on anxiety attack. Cuz I thought I was gonna get hit or yelled at. I was cleaning it cried for 10 minutes

I had an argument with my mom crying and spilling my guts to her and she didnt wanted me to take lithium.


Missed an appoiment, something else happened and later that day we were late to another place bracuse my sister is a diabetic type 1. The worry and anxiety made me see a dog inside a place foe a few seconds. After it was over I went to the bathroom to throw up.

Cry over earthquake and stunami drills every year cuz I thought we were literally in danger.

Idk if these counts as a break down so my apologies of some dont qualify.
 
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