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My bday is tomorrow.

I haven't eaten anything for 4 days ( some tic tacs here and there)
I'm starting to take drinks like gin and tonic.

I have the meds ready.

I love the sedative effect alcohol has on me. Will I vomit the sn out ? what if I have several sn drinks ready?
 
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It is usually suggested to have several sn glasses ready for the chance you sick the first one up.

Alcohol will dilute the sn and for that reason it isn't the best idea to pair the two in your stomach.
 
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It is usually suggested to have several sn glasses ready for the chance you sick the first one up.

Alcohol will dilute the sn and for that reason it isn't the best idea to pair the two in your stomach.
I wish it was easier.. my sober brain gets scared. drunk, I would be completely fine to take sn. maybe I should just experiment and see what happens
 
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I wouldn't recommend it. I tried to hang myself drunk and failed miserably because I didn't have any clue what I was doing. I don't know if SN is as effective when you take it together with alcohol
 
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Alcohol isn't recommended as it facilitates chance of vomiting, that is if you are even coherent enough to make mix and drink and I wouldn't recommend experimenting with such a serious matter. Why 4 days? 8hr of fasting would suffice. Another chance for vomiting.
 
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Alcohol isn't recommended as it facilitates chance of vomiting, that is if you are even coherent enough to make mix and drink and I wouldn't recommend experimenting with such a serious matter. Why 4 days? 8hr of fasting would suffice. Another chance for vomiting.
I'm so depressed, I have no appetite. but if I vomit and take another drink of sn, maybe it will be enough?
 
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Alcohol should not affect the toxicity of SN, it only can increase chances of vomiting. I'm going to drink some several hours before taking it. The effects of alcohol last for many hours on me so it won't matter if I stopped drinking several hours before. I'm drinking just enough to have an effect but not to get drunk. Two glasses of wine Max.
 
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I'm so depressed, I have no appetite. but if I vomit and take another drink of sn, maybe it will be enough?
Maybe it will, maybe it won't. I wouldn't risk failure and most of the failed attempts are from altering the protocol.
 
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Alcohol should not affect the toxicity of us and, it only can increase chances of vomiting. I'm going to drink some several hours before taking it. The effects of alcohol last for many hours on me so it won't matter if I stopped drinking several hours before. I'm drinking just enough to have an effect but not to get drunk. Two glasses of wine Max.
I hadn't had food for 4 days, so even one glass of gin and tonic is quite impactful
 
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I hadn't had food for 4 days, so even one glass of gin and tonic is quite impactful

Is it possible you can drink it several hours before and still feel the effects?
The way it will be out of your stomach before anything else
 
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About 30g of sn each
IMG 3439
Took ibuprofen about 4-5pills
took respiridon plus Quetiapine the only ones I have.
Preparing
have only two tablets of bromazepam (benzos)
 

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I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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I hope you find the peace you seek. Your place looks comfy.
 
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Safe travels. May you find peace c:
 
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If it's not too much to ask, could you update us with what you're feeling? Also there's no shame in backing out if you feel it's not your time.
 
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Took two cups, taste is yuck
I'm sipping alcohol too. Two mixed cups of gin and tonic
Heart rate up
Breathing sloes downd
 
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You took both SN cups at once? The second cup is for backup in case you throw up the first one. Do you have any other backup cups made?
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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It looks like a floor full
I see that in the photo now, I didn't before.

I hope you're okay I hope it's peaceful and fast. I didn't know you were doing this today. Peace always.
 
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How are you feeling right now? Wishing you good luck and hugs
 
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How are you feeling right now? Wishing you good luck and hugs
They might be unconscious. It's been 15-20 minutes since they said they drank the SN. I'm hoping they are and that they are not suffering.
 
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I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Good luck.
 
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Aug 10, 2024
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My bday is tomorrow.

I haven't eaten anything for 4 days ( some tic tacs here and there)
I'm starting to take drinks like gin and tonic.

I have the meds ready.

I love the sedative effect alcohol has on me. Will I vomit the sn out ? what if I have several sn drinks ready?
Sorry you feel you have to go but hope you have a good journey & are able to find peace🌹💔
 
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It's hard not knowing what happened or what's happening. I just hope it was peaceful. It's good to know that if it worked that the alcohol didn't interfere for them. I hope it was peaceful. I just hope it was peaceful and fast.
 
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Aug 18, 2024
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It's hard not knowing what happened or what's happening. I just hope it was peaceful. It's good to know that if it worked that the alcohol didn't interfere for them. I hope it was peaceful. I just hope it was peaceful and fast.
That's the strange part about reading these threads in real time. I can't not think about the real-life implications of what's happened. Have they passed on? Have they been found yet? If not, when will they be found? Was it peaceful?

I hope they found peace.
 
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That's the strange part about reading these threads in real time. I can't not think about the real-life implications of what's happened. Have they passed on? Have they been found yet? If not, when will they be found? Was it peaceful?

I hope they found peace.
Me too. I hope we all do however that comes for each of us. I wish we all could have found it in life, maybe I did a few times. I know this person was dealing with many things that other people will never come to understand. They deserved nothing but peace on the way out if they died. If they were successful and if they were able to go through with it. 🙏
 
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