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rachybee

Student
Dec 8, 2024
187
I know this is fkd. And I'm sorry. But I WISH I could get my hands on some drugs. Anything really. But I dunno where to start.

My life has turned to shit over the years. I won't go into it. But I've pulled myself up over and over again. Put my mask on. My war paint on. Smiled. And tried to crack on. Got a degree. Tho it took 2 years longer due to hospital.

But it's all shit. There's some family stuff that when it comes out I'm gonna be hated due to being related to this person and still talking to them.

So yea. Just venting maybe e
 
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JustHere1

JustHere1

In a way, in a shape, in a form.
Dec 21, 2024
148
I feel that and I'm hoping to acquire psychedelics or something for euphoria to pass the time before my CTB, but won't be able to acquire unless someone is generous. I was recommended someone irl over the phone but they no longer sold and didn't have a business anymore which sucks but it is what it is. Maybe someone here will find a good source. If I figure something out I'll let you know.
 
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rachybee

Student
Dec 8, 2024
187
I feel that and I'm hoping to acquire psychedelics or something for euphoria to pass the time before my CTB, but won't be able to acquire unless someone is generous. I was recommended someone irl over the phone but they no longer sold and didn't have a business anymore which sucks but it is what it is. Maybe someone here will find a good source. If I figure something out I'll let you know.
Thankyou x
Well. I am hallucinating. Not sure why. But yea.

That's fun with no drugs
 
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chandxoxo

Member
Jan 7, 2025
43
same... even I want some good drugs but I can't find any :(
i feel like it'd be easier to go through life if I was high...not constantly worrying and cutting
 
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CherryGirl675

Tired but hopeful
Jan 7, 2025
31
I know this is fkd. And I'm sorry. But I WISH I could get my hands on some drugs. Anything really. But I dunno where to start.

My life has turned to shit over the years. I won't go into it. But I've pulled myself up over and over again. Put my mask on. My war paint on. Smiled. And tried to crack on. Got a degree. Tho it took 2 years longer due to hospital.

But it's all shit. There's some family stuff that when it comes out I'm gonna be hated due to being related to this person and still talking to them.

So yea. Just venting maybe e
I completely understand. In highschool I struggled alot with mental health and I turned to drug use with my brother. During that time I overdosed twice, dropped out of highschool and was had to leave home. My brother has been struggling this way for the last ten years, he has overdosed more than I have and is in rehab. His child will be born in rehab. I just recently relapsed after someone laced my weed with h*roine. All I can suggest is to not go down the same road I did. It hurts more than it helps. But if you do, be safe, it'll be okay
 
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