drugs to numb the pain

[suicidalloser]

i've never done drugs before what do you recommend a good starter drug to get into?

 

[MrDarkness]

I've seen a lot of depressed people using weed to cope, you could go for the classics alcohol. You also got pain killers etc, weed and booze are the easiest to obtain

 

[starlover]

Weed is a good one, though if you have any mental illnesses like bipolar it can make them worse over the long term.

I'm trying to get sober, god knows why, and I miss weed terribly. Telling myself it will be worth it to bring the bipolar under control. Not worth it so far but I'm hanging in there.

 

[suicidalloser]

no hard drug suggestions? i cant do weed because its trauma-evoking (alex)

 

[Sweet Tart]

Weed is a good one, though if you have any mental illnesses like bipolar it can make them worse over the long term.

I'm trying to get sober, god knows why, and I miss weed terribly. Telling myself it will be worth it to bring the bipolar under control. Not worth it so far but I'm hanging in there.

I'm impressed you are able to be this pragmatic and focused on treatment. Sounds like you trust your psych and if so, you are lucky to have a good one. Are you able to use CBD or any meds that have calming effects?

 

[suicidalloser]

I'm impressed you are able to be this pragmatic and focused on treatment. Sounds like you trust your psych and if so, you are lucky to have a good one. Are you able to use CBD or any meds that have calming effects?

i'm asking a question here; please. thank you.

 

[Sweet Tart]

i'm asking a question here; please. thank you.

I don't have any recommendations for hard drugs but I'm sorry you are in pain.

 

[Jolene79]

Valium/ diazepam can be very calming. But it's really addictive and you would be worse dealing with the addiction. But if you can access some and use it sparingly. People sometimes take it alongside antidepressant when starting one to help with the awful side effects when starting.

It's so horrible, I know how horrible this feeling is trust me. I appreciate this may sound utter crap but sometimes all I have available is to deep breathe. I mean really deep prolonged breathing where the outbreath is longer. If someone said this to me in the pain and subsequent state of mind I'm often in I'd want to punch them, but if you've nothing else it can calm things a little

 

[90starve]

perhaps try ripping a bong of weed - since you've never tried drugs before, i would avoid anything harder.

 

[Lost Magic]

I would recommend Kratom tea (you can get different strains). It helps calm me down.

 

[suicidalloser]

I would recommend Kratom tea (you can get different strains). It helps calm me down.

I want drugs not tea. I will not sit down in that chair and drink my goddamn tea.

perhaps try ripping a bong of weed - since you've never tried drugs before, i would avoid anything harder.

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no hard drug suggestions? i cant do weed because its trauma-evoking (alex)

Valium/ diazepam can be very calming. But it's really addictive and you would be worse dealing with the addiction. But if you can access some and use it sparingly. People sometimes take it alongside antidepressant when starting one to help with the awful side effects when starting.

I need something that calms me down, especially at night when he's gets home. something that relaxes me for the pain, because it hurts too much.
i don't take those anti anymore, after high overdose risk dr removed it

 

[Lost Magic]

I want drugs not tea. I will not sit down in that chair and drink my goddamn tea.


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I need something that calms me down, especially at night when he's gets home. something that relaxes me for the pain, because it hurts too much.
i don't take those anti anymore, after high overdose risk dr removed it

Well, excuse me all over the place. Kratom tea is used for anxiety, depression, and pain. You asked for suggestions and I was nice enough to give you one, as have others. You don't need to be so bloody rude about it.

 

[Huntfish34]

Kratom tea is an idea, probably better than mine..... was going to mention mushroom tea ( or even just eating them dry / fresh ) , LSD, Syrian rue....

As for the calming; try diazepam or alprazolam. ( Valium/ Xanax. )

Start with low doses for all of the above, especially psychedelics. ( mushrooms, lsd,.. )

I wish you the best in whatever may happen.

 

[Dmoore3232]

I would recommend Kratom tea (you can get different strains). It helps calm me down.

Yes, this.

A lot on the market is poisoned though. Thus the brand Super Speciosa is what I use and it is lab tested. Kratom Sensation is good as well yet a little more expensive.

I want drugs not tea. I will not sit down in that chair and drink my goddamn tea.

Kratom is a drug, a very strong one as well. It is an opioid and stimulant. Green leaf is more stimulating and red lead will make you want to sleep. You can mix them with caffeine pills. Mixed with coffee is also good.

 

[Eleanor]

Kratom is a great suggestion. Look into it before you're being rude to someone who's trying to help you. Btw, there are also kratom capsules that you can just take orally, which I do because I think the taste is really bad. Perhaps it's better when you use kratom leaves, but I've never tried that.

I'm currently using a red strain, Thai Maeng Da and it really works better for me than some drugs. Kratom can be addictive though, so be very aware of that. And believe me when I say that addiction will only make your life even harder.

 

[277]

ketamine, failing that DXM, it has a nice antidepressant effect that lasts a few days

 

[saddestbunny]

I think the people in this thread have been remarkably nice

not sure what you're expecting to hear. you wanna take oxy or something? it's gonna feel like a more addictive better version of weed. go get tor and read some experiences if wanted

I don't recommend ANY hard drugs for you, everything I've dealt with in terms of addiction with that stuff made me wish I stayed with weed. but it's your choice. if you want no more anxiety / thinking, research benzos. if you want pleasure / happiness, opiates. if you want to get out of your mind and think outside the box and see a new perspective, psychadealics (only one I'd actually recommend since they aren't normally addictive - especially lsd)

 

[EyeHearMusic]

Meth can be fun. I used to smoke and drink all the time. I went to Vegas had a 3 day speed binge and it was legit. I haven't craved alcohol or weed since then

Meth can be fun. I used to smoke and drink all the time. I went to Vegas had a 3 day speed binge and it was legit. I haven't craved alcohol or weed since then

 

[Darkover]

Cocaine is a chemical that has both painkilling properties, similar to novacaine, and stimulant properties like adrenalin. The painkilling effects work by blocking the transmission of pain impulses from the nerves to the brain, allowing it to be used as a local anaesthetic. At higher dosages it can even block nerve impulses from the brain to the lungs, so that breathing stops resulting in coma. In contrast, its stimulant action serves to increase the heart rate, the blood pressure and the breathing rate. It also energises the brain to greater alertness, and intensifies the current mood, anger or fear, or agitation (fight-or-flight) and feelings of well-being, riding high and euphoria.

 

[Livingvsdying25]

I mean weed is very broad ter. so maybe it's the THC that isn't vibing.

CBD,CBG,CBN are all non psychoactive. so relaxing but doesn't fuck with ones head. Depends on if you have availability to it.

Otherwise microdosing shrooms might be a good idea. Otherwise I wouldn't see how you could get access to any benzos of you are not able to get access to anti depressants and a lot of stuff can be addictive so wouldn't recommend a benzo anyway.

Maybe try some natural stuff like valerian root or smthin along those lines. A lot of natural things can be incredibly effective in relaxation. It doesn't have to be some hard drug.

Good luck.

 

[HopefulSleep]

I want drugs not tea. I will not sit down in that chair and drink my goddamn tea.

Kratom is an opioid, not as strong as heroin or oxycodone obviously but it is a legal sedative drug.
But you can get physically addicted to it as with other opioids if you don't make consume breaks btw.

I need something that calms me down, especially at night when he's gets home. something that relaxes me for the pain, because it hurts too much.
i don't take those anti anymore, after high overdose risk dr removed it

So you want drugs that you can get easily or did I misunderstand you?
You can easily buy oharma benzos from darknet markets, not recommending it just saying you don't need a prescription.

ketamine, failing that DXM, it has a nice antidepressant effect that lasts a few days

I never had an antidepressant effect from dissociatives but I like the feeling of ketamine itself.

mushroom tea ( or even just eating them dry / fresh ) , LSD, Syrian

OP wanted pain numbing, how could psychedelics achieve that?

Otherwise microdosing shrooms might be a good idea.

Isn't that mostly placebo?

Maybe try some natural stuff like valerian root or smthin along those lines. A lot of natural things can be incredibly effective in relaxation. It doesn't have to be some hard drug.

Change my mind but I don't think that can numb any really painful feelings, only strong downers can do that imo.

 

[Huntfish34]

Well damn, okay. Seems like you are questioning everyone on their input and suggestions. Wtfe...

From My experience.... ( not saying it will be like that for Everyone Hopeful , Ok) Psychedelics can achieve that for me everytime I do a micro / low dose. Not as much with LSD, but on mushrooms..... ( say around. . .25g- .5g ) Wow, I get extremely numb as if I just smoked some really good weed or something close. Can be extremely sedating , numbing and relaxing from My experience.
People like to think about psychedelics from what they hear and see on TV and shit. " crazy hallucinations, OBE, etc..... " Yeaa, They Can be like that for sure. But it doesn't Have to be, if you know your dosages and are familiar with what you're taking .

And no, it's not at all placebo ( From my experience and numerous people I've tripped with in the past) Go ahead and try it yourself.

 

[suicidalloser]

Kratom is an opioid, not as strong as heroin or oxycodone obviously but it is a legal sedative drug.
But you can get physically addicted to it as with other opioids if you don't make consume breaks btw.

So you want drugs that you can get easily or did I misunderstand you?
You can easily buy oharma benzos from darknet markets, not recommending it just saying you don't need a prescription.

I want it to both cope and suicide from.
I cannot buy anything without money, you know that much right?

Isn't that mostly placebo?

Yes medication and all else are placebos. They're desperate and give into the placebo effect; fact.

Well, excuse me all over the place. Kratom tea is used for anxiety, depression, and pain. You asked for suggestions and I was nice enough to give you one, as have others. You don't need to be so bloody rude about it.

I'm sorry, let me turn on the radio, or play a sad song on the world's smallest violin for you.
I'm want to die. And the pain he inflicts on me everyday, is gonna get expended somewhere; since i can't fight back against him.

 

[HopefulSleep]

I want it to both cope and suicide from.
I cannot buy anything without money, you know that much right?

Sorry but I don't understand, you want a drug you can use for suicide?
Why are you asking for drugs if you can't buy them?

Yes medication and all else are placebos. They're desperate and give into the placebo effect; fact.

Depends on which medication, you can make yourself knock out with some pharma stuff.

I'm want to die. And the pain he inflicts on me everyday, is gonna get expended somewhere; since i can't fight back against him.

If I understand correctly you get abused, can you get out of that situation somehow?

 

[suicidalloser]

Sorry but I don't understand, you want a drug you can use for suicide?
Why are you asking for drugs if you can't buy them?

I don't get it, he does.

If I understand correctly you get abused, can you get out of that situation somehow?

If I understand, you're too young to so much as comprehend such a topic; given that oblivious response.

 

[HopefulSleep]

If I understand, you're too young to so much as comprehend such a topic; given that oblivious response.

I just asked you if you could move out somehow, I know this won't work with every situation but I don't know about yours so I asked

 

[suicidalloser]

I just asked you if you could move out somehow, I know this won't work with every situation but I don't know about yours so I asked

I'm an asshole I deserve to die. Duh.

 

[leloyon]

I've never done any drugs but weed has been recommended to me. Opioids like morphine sound nice but are extremely addictive.