Help Drug/Alcohol Addiction Struggles

[DownwardSpiral]

Drugs & alcohol are my biggest barrier to recovery right now. I can't handle being sober, it's so boring & lonely. I just can't cope with this life, I want to escape, but it's also hurting my mind & body, & I feel like I have to hide from everyone that I'm a druggie bum so I isolate & then end up using more to cope. Does anyone know any threads with resources for this stuff?

 

[soon4good]

Do you ever try quitting with some success but always fail shortly after and get right back in the same worsening cycle?