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DownwardSpiral

DownwardSpiral

Student
Jan 21, 2026
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Drugs & alcohol are my biggest barrier to recovery right now. I can't handle being sober, it's so boring & lonely. I just can't cope with this life, I want to escape, but it's also hurting my mind & body, & I feel like I have to hide from everyone that I'm a druggie bum so I isolate & then end up using more to cope. Does anyone know any threads with resources for this stuff?
 
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soon4good

unfinalized
Dec 2, 2024
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Do you ever try quitting with some success but always fail shortly after and get right back in the same worsening cycle?
 
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DownwardSpiral

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Jan 21, 2026
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yea maybe, im never able to "quit" for more than a few days
 
soon4good

soon4good

unfinalized
Dec 2, 2024
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yea maybe, im never able to "quit" for more than a few days
It would be easier if it was just possible to skip the boredom with sleep for most of every day.
 
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