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dinkthemudhead

dinkthemudhead

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Feb 15, 2026
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I'm planning on ctb sometime in late April. Before that happens I want to end my sobriety when I go back to school March 21st and num the pain until I offically ctb. My only issue is my plug is out and I have no more mdma left. I saw some website online selling but I don't know if they're trust worthy, is there any way of knowing if they're reliable or not? Also I would be shipping this stuff to my campus mailing room which to me seems like a bad idea but the website says discreat packaging.. does anyone have any expereince in this field I don't know much. Also how do drugs like ketamine and meth do at distroting your sense of pain, I've never done them but I'm open to using them while I ctb. If you have better connects please dm me.
 

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