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buddha99

Member
Feb 8, 2025
32
Hey, just wanted to share a dream that I had last night - I had ingested SN, however, a few hours later, I threw up when I felt some pain in my legs. Unsure of what this means. Does this mean my subconscious is afraid of ctb?
 
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metothemoon

Student
Feb 11, 2024
146
I did this aswell a couple of weeks ago (I mixed the SN with coffee 😂) Do not exactly know if there is a meaning. A few days later I dreamed that I hanged myself…
 
Afterglow

Afterglow

the best geoguessr player ever
Feb 22, 2025
376
It's solely up to you to interpret. It could mean anything ranging from a subconscious will to live or simply just a distrust of SN.
 
living4others

living4others

Banned
Feb 23, 2025
37
I also dreamt a lot about my ctb. Jumping, hanging and firearm.
 
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WeDontKnowTheFuture

Experienced
Feb 3, 2023
251
It could be that you're not ready to die or simply that you're terrified about failing.
 
NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
73
Weirdly enough, I had a very similar dream 2 nights ago. I dreamt of trying/tasting my SN (something I don't have, but had in the dream) I remember being beyond terrified.
I don't know if it's a sign, but for me I don't think it's my time...yet.
 
Echo

Echo

Hell is empty and all the devils are here
Dec 1, 2022
550
I also had a dream about SN the other night I dont think I actually drank it. I think it was just sitting on the table.
 

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