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hallowed_

hallowed_

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Jun 7, 2023
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I'm kinda curious if any else has had dreams (more like nightmares)that constantly depict just how shitty their life is. Example: I've been having constant dreams that depict aspects of my life (such my friendships and home life) and just often end in deaths (more often mine and like 50% of the time being ctb for some reason) getting gorier and worse every night. I spoke abt this to my friend who said "I think it's more of how you're processing those scenarios ".(what?) Dont blame her for not undertanding but it felt like shit since I was looking for confort after having a breakdown when I woke up that morning from one of those dreams. It's been kinda driving me mad these last few days and wonder if any else finds themselves in this situation or am I just going insane?
 
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PyramidHead

PyramidHead

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Apr 27, 2023
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Same here, pretty much. I once had a dream where a close relative of mine were arguing, and it ended with them killing me and I could see the aftermath of my own gory death. It was pretty bizarre and traumatizing. I have similar dreams every 3-4 nights, just different scenarios. Maybe it reflects our current mindset and how we feel about those relationships from our own perspective. Best of wishes and I hope you start having nice dreams.
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

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May 29, 2018
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Every night don't know ehst peace I'd always intended always bad
 
Wyldfyre4948

Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
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I have them often enough. My nightmares have always been my wife leaving me and not talking to me anymore. She would always reassure me that she wasn't going anywhere. She left 5 weeks ago and doesn't seem like she's coming back. So all the nightmares are real now.
 

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