Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,346
I usually have nightmares but last night what happened to me changed my SI completely. I was driving down a road fairly fast and came across a bend in the road. I was going too fast and drove off a cliff into some kind of water (lake, river, etc.). The car was going under quickly and I was panicking. Then all of a sudden I came to the realization that I couldn't get out of the situation and I was going to die and the most calming feeling came over me. It was a feeling I had never (in real life) never felt before. I believe this is a sign it's time for me to ctb.