Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
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I usually have nightmares but last night what happened to me changed my SI completely. I was driving down a road fairly fast and came across a bend in the road. I was going too fast and drove off a cliff into some kind of water (lake, river, etc.). The car was going under quickly and I was panicking. Then all of a sudden I came to the realization that I couldn't get out of the situation and I was going to die and the most calming feeling came over me. It was a feeling I had never (in real life) never felt before. I believe this is a sign it's time for me to ctb.
 
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thebookofdisquiet

thebookofdisquiet

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Jul 21, 2023
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Thanks for sharing, I love reading about dreams. A couple of weeks ago I dreamed that I was looking through the window when a giant meteor (or something similar) hit the planet and I could only see a white blinding light coming to me from the impact point, I knew it'd kill me and I just let myself be embraced by it and I also felt calm and in peace! Relieved.
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
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i've had a couple dreams of dying. as i kid, there was a rumor going around that if you died in your dreams: you'd die in real life. the first time, i dreamed i was shot in the chest and i actually had a bad pain in my chest. had a similar feeling as the one you described (maybe less intense) and i just remember thinking 'finally'. but then i woke up :( lol. the last one i had, i fell off a tall building and i still wanted to believe that rumor and i remember thinking 'here we go :) !.... %@#%^##^#!!
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Meowing to go out
Dec 27, 2020
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Mystical states in times of extreme stress have been reported, so it wouldn't surprise me if dying under those circumstances is unexpectedly peaceful as you describe.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm never able to remember dreams in detail like that. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.
 

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