Dosage question

[B0bnotb0b]

I have 20 Oxycodone 5/325 and was going to crush and mix them with some Benadryl.

I'm 5'7" and about 185 pounds. Does this sound like enough to finally be at an ending.

I'm not wanting to fail something else in my life.

 

[AnonymousS]

I have 20 Oxycodone 5/325 and was going to crush and mix them with some Benadryl.

I'm 5'7" and about 185 pounds. Does this sound like enough to finally be at an ending.

I'm not wanting to fail something else in my life.

I would ask have you been taking them for pain yourself, as i survived a massive overdose years ago. My doctor could not believe i was still alive, it was reasoned that i had got some degree of tolerance as i had severe pain for a while before the overdose.

 

[Smart No More]

Am I right in thinking oxycodone are the one that contains paracetamol/acetaminophen? If so I would probably suggest avoiding that if you're looking for a painless/peaceful end. If you're found it's easy to counter the opiates but the acetaminophen will damage you and leave you in pain and anguish. Too much potential for failure of the worst kind on my humble opinion.

 

[B0bnotb0b]

I would ask have you been taking them for pain yourself, as i survived a massive overdose years ago. My doctor could not believe i was still alive, it was reasoned that i had got some degree of tolerance as i had severe pain for a while before the overdose.

I have not taken any type of non-otc pain meds in over 10 years so I have little to no tolerance.

Am I right in thinking oxycodone are the one that contains paracetamol/acetaminophen? If so I would probably suggest avoiding that if you're looking for a painless/peaceful end. If you're found it's easy to counter the opiates but the acetaminophen will damage you and leave you in pain and anguish. Too much potential for failure of the worst kind on my humble opinion.

You are correct. I'm not so much worried about the effects on my stomach as much as it being enough to make sure I do not wake up. If this isn't a real option then I'm considering the detergent method.

 

[Smart No More]

I wasn't really referring to damage to your stomach so muxh as your liver. You appear to be unconcerned about a peaceful death but detergent is not going to be painless. By any means. Even though you may be in a rush to ctb I would still say give it a bit more consideration and don't rush into it. Like you say, you don't want to fail and there are gigh failure rates with what you suggested so far. Its horrible to feel the way we do, wanting to end things but failing is without doubt foing to be worse. It's a terrifying prospect to me.

 

[B0bnotb0b]

I wasn't really referring to damage to your stomach so muxh as your liver. You appear to be unconcerned about a peaceful death but detergent is not going to be painless. By any means. Even though you may be in a rush to ctb I would still say give it a bit more consideration and don't rush into it. Like you say, you don't want to fail and there are gigh failure rates with what you suggested so far. Its horrible to feel the way we do, wanting to end things but failing is without doubt foing to be worse. It's a terrifying prospect to me.

I appreciate what you are saying but this isn't a quick or rash decision, it's been months coming and I'm finally ready. While pain isn't a concern I'm just wanting to make sure I do this right. I'm actually considering a combination of both methods for added assurance.

 

[B0bnotb0b]

I went today to my local dollar store and picked up ammonia, bleach, and epsom salts. Looks like my stop is finally here

 

[alwaysdopesick]

Please dont do this, 100mg of oxycodone is simply not enough to kill anyone.

 

[B0bnotb0b]

Please dont do this, 100mg of oxycodone is simply not enough to kill anyone.

Enough to get me to fall asleep while the other items do their job and from my research due to my low tolerance it should be enough.

 

[alwaysdopesick]

Enough to get me to fall asleep while the other items do their job and from my research due to my low tolerance it should be enough.

Sorry man i just dont think its worth the trip to the hospital and all the bullshit that follows a failed attempt.

 

[Smart No More]

I really don't think it's a good method. I too would urge you not to go that way. It has such a high risk of causing you more suffering. I don't think you will sleep through something so terrible even with the opioid. It's too easy tl underestimate your survival instinct. It is really powerful and most people don't quite appreciate just how powerful until encountering it for themselves. At that point its probably too late.

 

[B0bnotb0b]

Sorry man i just dont think its worth the trip to the hospital and all the bullshit that follows a failed attempt.

Mix of chemicals in a high enough concentration in a very small area that will be sealed. I honestly don't think my odds of failing will be very high. I literally have nothing to hold onto or wake up for tomorrow. This has been thought out long enough to know it is my only option.

I really don't think it's a good method. I too would urge you not to go that way. It has such a high risk of causing you more suffering. I don't think you will sleep through something so terrible even with the opioid. It's too easy tl underestimate your survival instinct. It is really powerful and most people don't quite appreciate just how powerful until encountering it for themselves. At that point its probably too late.

Appreciate the concern but I have literally no survival instinct. I'm spending the day clearing out traces of my research, clearing my phone of everything, and tying up loose ends. I could explain my reasons but that just looks like a grasp for help. I'm so far beyond that point.