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maybewantodie

maybewantodie

Member
Oct 11, 2020
5
Hopefully today will be the night i dont wake up from my sleep. I am tired of everything this life has had enough of me 20 years of being here and i do not want to live anymore. It's been a rollercoaster. Some good mainly bad. Regrets will come with my to my grave if I even get one. I'd rather be with my grandma now and sleep with her. Imma die unemployed no next of kin no retirement. Last job 9-5 temp. Dream job - none. Afterlife job - unlim money.

I am so tired of everything I feel drained even though I don't do anything. If I do go out one day I'll be tired after an hour. If I'm tired all the time I might aswell sleep forever.
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
442
I'm sure a lot of us are with you on feeling this, you're certainly not alone.

I'm about to hit the hay myself, praying that I can be wiped out in my sleep. It would be a mercy kill at this point
 
Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
542
nor ever, dying in sleep would be a miracle and a fantasy
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,949
I really understand, I also feel so tired of it all and all I wish for is to sleep, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I wish there's the option to just fall into an eternal dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.
 

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