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NZkiwi

Specialist
Sep 17, 2019
312
saw in another forum thought it would be cool to have something recovery focused
don't need to write an essay, can just bleugh it out
also i wanted to make this cause I thought it was cool
 
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deadofdespair

deadofdespair

Where's my arc?
Apr 20, 2026
48
I wish this heavy burden on my chest was lifted
 
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workhorse

Member
Feb 22, 2026
14
burnt out, hungry ,horny
saw in another forum thought it would be cool to have something recovery focused
don't need to write an essay, can just bleugh it out
also i wanted to make this cause I thought it was cool
😂😭
 
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witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
279
Some days I wish that I'd wake up in class again, back in elementary school or high school (please not cringe middle school me; no point in avoiding CTB just to die from cringing at myself).

And after this fucking nightmare, I'd vow to never sleep in class again.
 
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calebzz1

calebzz1

What is it like to see single and clearly?
Jan 6, 2024
236
I'm doing what I can but miss how I took a lot for granted vision wise.

I feel like I have to wait eternally for something that should have been fixed by now but at least I have my hearing in October, hopefully it stays that way unless changing the format impacts something.
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
978
I'll go out of my way to help you understand something...teach you to read...anything...but if you're ignorant AND you're an arrogant prick about it? You can suck oxygen elsewhere.
 
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2Sensible

2Sensible

Member
Aug 12, 2026
51
I have a mix of anger and sadness.
Anger because i feel some people didn't treat me well.
Sadness because it hurted me.
I'm kind of tired of playing the role that i'm not hurted by people. And also frustration because of the accumulation of those people not treating me well.
 
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byec560

byec560

Student
May 11, 2026
113
It pisses me off that if I give people an inch they take the mile and then I'm such a pushover that I still do things for them anyway without complaining. I don't want to be one of those people who blows up and gets angry all the time because I've seen where that leads, but I also feel like being so passive has worked out terribly for me. I try to be nice but I don't think I even succeed at that. I think I just come across as passive aggressive and cowardly. I don't know what I can possibly do. Nothing ever gets me close to anything good. It's all just such a massive waste of time and I have no idea if I'm the problem or if other people are the problem.

Also I'm very grateful to OP for letting others have a place to vent without even venting themselves.
 
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124afun15

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Jul 8, 2025
19
I feel like I am full of life in a world not meant to affirm my virile energy.

I am full of life in a world that denies it.
 
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StarsAbove

StarsAbove

Student
Jul 25, 2026
127
I like where you are going with this.

I feel numb and uninspired.
 
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