Fall is my favorite season, then Winter. I LOVE that it gets darker during the day, with the wind howling and the trees turning their leaves, and eventually bare. I LOVE it. Summer is the worst, people are out and about holding hands and just making me sad to live while I just sit here alone. I can understand why you are reluctant to enjoy Fall though, you're doing it by yourself and it's not easy. No, it is not. and I know loneliness all too well. I wish there were my love to cuddle up to, but not in this life, sadly.