Venting Dont know long I can take this anymore

[AFoxMissingAMagpie]

My plan was to go last Tuesday, but I ended up making my friends a promise to go through a bucket list/ farewell list with them instead. I just dont know if I can do that... I am drowning in grief, I keep getting worse and my bodily state also keeps deteriorating.

I wish I had SN... would make this all easier. Am scared I will mess up with ODing on Quetiapine

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand finding it painful to exist, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from this torturous existence, I hope you find the relief you search for.