Don’t have much to say anymore

[Huggs]

Most of the time I'm blanking out. There aren't many thoughts in my mind. I have trouble explaining myself. Even on here it's pretty much impossible for me to connect with people.
I just want to get out. I'm something beyond tired. I've been in pain and isolated most of my life.
The idea of having to wait until a natural death is horrifying. Time drags on in nanometers.

 

[Awake47]

I'm sorry to hear that, huggles. If you ever wanna talk,.I'm here. We can talk about anything! Like how do astronauts poop in space? About how blue lava exists, video games, our favourite music, cool books we've read in the past, anything. I've got you bro :3

 

[Huggs]

I appreciate you. All my thoughts are pretty much negative ones though. I don't want to ruin your mood. If you ever want to rant about something you can message me and I'll listen.

 

[FadingSunshine]

I had the exact same 'empty-head' syndrome. It was ultimately social anxiety and I just couldn't accept myself and always wanted to be better. Know that being quiet and not talking is OKAY. You don't always need to be talking to people if it doesn't make you comfortable (I'm assuming a lot about your situation though). If you think social anxiety is similar to what you're experiencing, feel free to pm me and I can try and help however I can.

 

[Awake47]

I appreciate you. All my thoughts are pretty much negative ones though. I don't want to ruin your mood. If you ever want to rant about something you can message me and I'll listen.

It won't bother me, trust me. I've spent my entire life helping people


I've heard hundreds of messed up stories. I've stopped potential school shooters

helped someone who was attracted to children (no,he never hurt a child. He reached out to me for help because he knew it was wrong & has been in a facility ever since.)

& just help people who go through messed up shit on a daily basis, wether it's happening to them irl or the demons that dance in their head.

So your thoughts won't ever bother me, you're still human, you still have emotions, you still matter.

& I appreciate the offer, huggles <3

 

[Huggs]

@FadingSunshine It's a lot more than social anxiety but it's probably one issue I have. I'll pm you.

 

[Erik.t.f]

Most of the time I'm blanking out. There aren't many thoughts in my mind. I have trouble explaining myself. Even on here it's pretty much impossible for me to connect with people.
I just want to get out. I'm something beyond tired. I've been in pain and isolated most of my life.
The idea of having to wait until a natural death is horrifying. Time drags on in nanometers.

i feal the same

 

[Huggs]

It won't bother me, trust me. I've spent my entire life helping people


I've heard hundreds of messed up stories. I've stopped potential school shooters

helped someone who was attracted to children (no,he never hurt a child. He reached out to me for help because he knew it was wrong & has been in a facility ever since.)

& just help people who go through messed up shit on a daily basis, wether it's happening to them irl or the demons that dance in their head.

So your thoughts won't ever bother me, you're still human, you still have emotions, you still matter.

& I appreciate the offer, huggles <3

You sound like a good person, I'm glad that people like you exist. I'm sorry for any pain you're experiencing.

 

[Awake47]

You sound like a good person, I'm glad that people like you exist. I'm sorry for any pain you're experiencing.

I appreciate that :) I just want you to be okay, huggles. <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of everything, the thought of suffering for potentially decades on end is also so horrible to me. Only death could bring any relief for me.