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love sleep but hate waking up
- May 5, 2026
- 35
I don't know how or why. For the past few days I was completely bawling my eyes out nearly every hour over anything. And now I feel basically emotionless, like I'm just dragging myself along through life now. It feels horrible. I want to cry so bad but I can't. It's like I ran out of cries. Like I'm just trapped. I just lay in bed staring at the wall or at SaSu. Nothing else. And now just eating feels disgusting. Sometimes I don't want to eat at all because of it. I don't know why any of this even happened. So many unexplainable feelings in such a short time.
