I'm so done with this living thing. Hate participating in society knowing everything is meaningless.Im tired of lying to myself by fabricating fake purposes and meaning to things in life. I feel like I can only be true to myself by being suicidal and ultimately commit it.
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blackorchid
Facing the brink.
- Mar 27, 2026
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Spite
I wish I never existed.
- Aug 20, 2025
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Same, same. What causes me intense distress is that I don't exactly have access to any reliable method. So I feel like I'm trapped here. Trapped in this meaningless existence. I want off goddammit.
Yup and now that I'm homeless I've had extraordinary freedom with not much regards towards my safety it's very interesting indeedSimilar threads
