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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
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Sending lots of love and support whatever your decision shall be❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
peace/hugs
 
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6Judas6

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Good trip. I expect you find that sweet death that many of us wish.
 
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Lostgirl1996

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Good luck I hope you find peace ❤️
 
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Jan 30, 2020
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Martin,

I had some sleeping pills and probably going to fall asleep soon.
You are in my thoughts and I send you my prayers, love and a big hug.
Wish you peace and love whatever happens tonight buddy.
 
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About 20-30 mins remaining. I took all my medicines - 2 mg Xanax (4x0.5mg), 600 mg Ibuprofen, 4x10mg meto & 2x20mg famotidine.

Prepared three drinks 25 mg SN in 70 grams of water. Tasted it with the tip of my tongue, saltyness is just ok, don't know why people complain so much.

I am ready. Need to gather my thoughts now
 
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I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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If it doesn't taste that bad to you then good. You seem all set so I'll just say good luck and I hope you find peace.
 
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Hope you find what you are looking for :heart:
 
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You're going to do it! You will be free in a few minutes. :) You prepared so well... I hope I will be as good prepared and brave like you. :)
 
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Wishing you so much peace.
 
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May 2, 2019
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About 20-30 mins remaining. I took all my medicines - 2 mg Xanax (4x0.5mg), 600 mg Ibuprofen, 4x10mg meto & 2x20mg famotidine.

Prepared three drinks 25 mg SN in 70 grams of water. Tasted it with the tip of my tongue, saltyness is just ok, don't know why people complain so much.

I am ready. Need to gather my thoughts now

25 g right, not 25 mg! It should be pretty salty!
 
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Lostandfound7

Just waiting....
Jan 21, 2020
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Sending love, peace, and strength Dear one :heart:
 
MsMaudlin

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Dec 8, 2019
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Hugs and strength
 
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martin8383784

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Dec 27, 2019
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Just drank it. Feeling good. Yes it's bit salty but ok. I guess in 50 ml would be saltier but still good.
Small piece of dark chocolate fixed it all.
My face got warmer and slightly faster heartbeat. No backthroat burning or heartburn.
 
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Jan 20, 2020
345
I'd lay down and relax. I hope it's peaceful for you
 
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any%

Student
May 2, 2019
168
This is it. You seem to be on the homestretch. I hope you have some music or something else that can comfort you along the way (besides us)! :heart: , :heart: & :heart:!
 
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martin8383784

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Dec 27, 2019
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Starting to feel a bit dizzy? Watching El Chapo now
Dizzier now. No vomiting. Need to log out how
 
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Scooby-Doo

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Oct 10, 2019
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Wishing you a peaceful transition and the rest you deserve. Any second thoughts you can stick around here and get plenty of support.
 
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Flump

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Jan 14, 2020
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I hope you find peace ❤️
 
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PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
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I hope you get the love and peace you truly deserve. Sending love to wherever you are right now:heart:
 
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OneCFS

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Mar 24, 2019
25
Just drank it. Feeling good. Yes it's bit salty but ok. I guess in 50 ml would be saltier but still good.
Small piece of dark chocolate fixed it all.
My face got warmer and slightly faster heartbeat. No backthroat burning or heartburn.
Hope you feel at peace once you get to the other side brother... ❤️
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
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I hope you found peace and relief. It sounds like your departure was peaceful.
 
GinaIsReady

GinaIsReady

Exit Strategist
Mar 29, 2019
995
Wow that was so fast! I hope your exit went perfectly and you are now released from this wretched life. RIP.
 
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Deathbydemo

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Feb 15, 2020
518
See you on other side Martin! Hope your journey is a peaceful one. Much love.
 
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Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
Hi Martin, we share a similar history. I too went thru severe abuse & trauma till I was 18, Im now 40 and have been working towards my exit strategy for a little over a year now, Ill be gone in afew weeks. I agree with your assessment of society when it comes to those who are victims of abuse & for many of us we are scarred for life in a way that no current treatment can cure. So, self-deliverance is a right that we have and I support your right to use it. May your exit be safe, peaceful & may you find the relief you deserve.
 
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May 2, 2019
168
Farewell! For your sake I hope, not hearing from you from now on, means you made it. I genuinely wish you truly laid yourself to rest!
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
I can't wish you but the best in whatever decision you make. Hope you find peace if you decidd to ctb or stay alive. Hugs
 

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