Venting doing fucking awful :D yay

[echoINTHEMIRROR]

got broken up by the most important ppl in my life after going thru the worst shit ive been thru in a while. im getting worse physically and i just wanna give up on everything. im so tired.

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

I feel that, mate. A lot of people will leave at the first sign of trouble they might have to deal with. There are good people you can find, you just have to look for them. Wishing you love and peace, mate.

 

[echoINTHEMIRROR]

im so fucking tired of being so fuckinh alone its actualy driving me crazy

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

I'll talk with you if you want! I've got some time right now and feel it too. It's like a permeating thing, even when you're around other people I still feel alone. Even people who say they care about me I just can't bring myself to believe them. How is it for you?

 

[echoINTHEMIRROR]

I'll talk with you if you want! I've got some time right now and feel it too. It's like a permeating thing, even when you're around other people I still feel alone. Even people who say they care about me I just can't bring myself to believe them. How is it for you?

i cant anymore after some recent events but even before then it was really hard if they didnt like. "prove it".
also sorry i didnt respond i was asleep due to illness

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

i cant anymore after some recent events but even before then it was really hard if they didnt like. "prove it".
also sorry i didnt respond i was asleep due to illness

No need to apologize. Yeah, I just can't bring myself to believe the fact that someone might care about me, probably because of my emotional blunting. It can suck sometimes. Anyway, what about you?

 

[echoINTHEMIRROR]

No need to apologize. Yeah, I just can't bring myself to believe the fact that someone might care about me, probably because of my emotional blunting. It can suck sometimes. Anyway, what about you?

im si used to being a pawn in other peoples fights that i cant do anything about or being used as a tool either enotionally educationally or ohysically and im just scared of everyone and tired and at the endof my rope

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

im si used to being a pawn in other peoples fights that i cant do anything about or being used as a tool either enotionally educationally or ohysically and im just scared of everyone and tired and at the endof my rope

That sounds horrible, mate. Is there anyone you can bring yourself to trust? it's good just having anyone.