Does the thought of at least one person mising you after you die soothen you?

[justletmedieplease]

well..

 

[inthemoonblue]

No, it makes me feel a lot worse.

 

[Shadowrider]

Definitely not.
This is exactly why the decision is so hard to make.
I do know suicide bereavement is hard to cope with. Even if you were not so close to the deceased - or even if you had a bad relationship to them -, the conscience might hit in, and many questions are left unanswered. This does not soothen me at all TBH.

 

[WornOutLife]

Nope, it's all the same to me because I'll be gone and won't realize what's going on in this world anymore.

Still, I hope my dad and dog have a very happy life.

 

[Lupgevif]

No, I simply don't take into account anything that will happen after I am gone.

 

[LastFlowers]

No one will miss me, they will only pretend. These people don't even know me and never cared to. But if I were to believe there was someone who would, I am still way past the point of being "soothed".

 

[Antigonish]

Nope, actually keeps me here. I want them all to forget me like I never existed. I'm definitely atheist. But if there is a God, he fucked up when he made me. A person who can't stand there own existence.

 

[sorella santini]

Makes me cry when I think about how my passing will affect certain people. But It doesn't change my circumstance.

 

[notjustpeachy]

It just makes it harder. I have purposely tried to cut way down on my interactions with friends and family recently - I kind of feel like this way they don't have to think back on a recent conversation or anything. But my absolute closest - my mother, my son and my husband I wish I didn't have to do this to.

 

[rosedavinci]

I constantly doubt the love people have for me internally or if others like me in the slightest. I don't feel that I will be missed in that way

 

[NightmareTour]

Aside from not having the right opportunity yet, it's probably the main reason I'm still around. I'd rather everyone forget I ever existed and the pain disappear with me, not get passed on to someone else.

 

[Nightwillalwayswin]

No, I wish I could make it so that I am forgotten totally and nobody missed me. My mum can only go a few weeks before pleading with me to speak to her, even when she knows I want space. How is she meant to cope with years, decades?

 

[AutoTap]

No honestly it makes it so much harder as I know I'm going to be passing on some pain to them. My family loves me dearly and will miss me. It makes it harder

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

I'd like to say that family keeps my alive but if I had a shotgun I'd just go for it during one of my more emotional moments (frequent). I don't have any good method that's available on demand, and when I start planning a jump/gun ctb I'm using the same brain parts that likes to take it easy and wait for statistically impossible scenarios like a 10/10 virgin MILF with a man-child fetish to break into my house and become my girlfriend.

 

[AutoTap]

Aside from not having the right opportunity yet, it's probably the main reason I'm still around. I'd rather everyone forget I ever existed and the pain disappear with me, not get passed on to someone else.

This

 

[SparkleWater]

not really because i find it hard to believe. my bf says they love me. my parents say they love me. but it doesnt feel real. like their lying to me.

 

[rosedavinci]

not really because i find it hard to believe. my bf says they love me. my parents say they love me. but it doesnt feel real. like their lying to me.

I feel the same- like they're obligated

 

[lostmyhope]

No, it makes me sick to think about. I regret forming the bonds that I have because there are several people that I love intensely and who I know love me back and want me to get better. Watching me struggle already hurts them a lot, because I don't hide it well and I've forced them into helping me through several mental breakdowns (I feel so guilty about that)...but I think that losing me altogether would be much worse for them. I wish they understood my pro-choice views since it would make my death easier to accept, but I know they never will.