does the loneliness ever go away? does it get better?

[ohmydays]

posting this bc i thought things would get better after getting a job, but i still feel like complete shit. i really feel so alone throughout all of this and rlly feel like no one would notice if i were to ctb because thats how invisible i feel on the day to day. i do not want to feel like this anymore though. all i want truly is a group of ppl who acutally care and to make memories with. thats really it dude if im being honest. like a relationship, a job, i dunno like i had those before and i still feel like crap. i dont know if friends would help either. just looking for advice or anything because while i do want to ctb, i want to know if it does get any better or am i just screwed

 

[Aloneandinpain]

I am hopelessly lonely too. Keeping busy is a good distraction sometimes, but nights and winter are just unbearable sometimes

 

[mrtime87]

38 and laid in bed all day for my birthday thinking about how I can get ran over by a train.

Life can get better but id try church and maybe a support group.

 

[ohmydays]

I am hopelessly lonely too. Keeping busy is a good distraction sometimes, but nights and winter are just unbearable sometimes

agreed, the nights and winter is a true battlefield. wishing you the best through this

 

[Zvetok26]

I feel you. Loneliness is so painful.
I wish you the best to get through this. Maybe there's a local club or sth?

 

[Mirrory Me]

Loneliness and "being an outsider/nobody" is painful when you feel that you need understanding and support for something, or rather compassion since sometimes those heavy feelings and memories "get stuck in the body", to "shout" unpleasant and painful things, like: "I hate myself", "I can't do this anymore", It seems that positive self-talk could change that "resonance" overtime.